I'm yours. Finally, I'm sure, I'm where I belong and
Baby, you're all that I need,
My name is Ardia "arjaaah" Sarao, I was born on July 1st.
What keeps me sane is my Famjam, ARH and, the chodes Consider me a slacker . But I can also be the hardest working person you can ever meet. DMCI class of `11, UofW class of 2014-ish
I can be a pushoverat times, but I'm also the most stubborn person ever. Music is my passion. thats it.
My favorite color is Blue, but my favorite shade of blue is teal. "the biggest contradictor is yourself"
Break Your Heart Right Back Monday, September 1, 20149:32 PM / top
I'm actually in so much pain right now. I don't even want to explain why. But i need a get away from this anxiety and I don't know what else to do. So I am finally writing another blog about my feelings.
I feel broken and unfixable. I don't want to settle for less than I deserve. I wish my heart would stop giving me this feeling. I want to make sure that I can be okay by myself. I spent 17 years without him, I should be able to be by myself again. I wish I could just be happy for more than a few hours. This funk is not unfamiliar but this duration is the longest its been. My heart can't take this. This is not healthy. I need to breathe but its like I'm drowning in my own anxiety.
I love myself, I have a sense of knowing what I deserve and what I don't.
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."