woah, its been a while hasn't it? I don't know where to start.
I've applied to a new school because the things I want to pursue are not in my current school. I'm freaking out because I havent been accepted yet and what if I don't get to go to that school? what am I supposed to do? the thought of it makes me stomach turn.
My creditcard is getting its workout. Literally. I just finished paying off what I had left from christmas, then 2 days later I was back in debt. Everything is just so confusing.
I constantly keep my mind off the fact that I have PCOS. I hate thinking about it. When I do, it tears me apart. I hate feeling broken. I can't tell my parents about it. they have enough to worry about.
I just hate being a burden to people in my life. Going to people only because I need them.
my mind is literally everywhere. I'll blog about one thing at a time, better to let things out here then keep it in. i'll keep in touch, and you can count on it.
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."