I love hearing my boyfriend sleep. it's the only time when he's not worrying about anything. His worrying is different then my worrying. He worries about so many things at once and it overwhelms him. I get so hung up on what I worry about that it usually causes an anxiety attack.
I love the sound of his breathing, it soothes me knowing that he's resting from his tiresome day taking care of everyone around him. he has so much pain and I just want to take it all away.
I love that he's got his life so ready, and he KNOWS that we're going to end up together. He knows that after we finish school he's going to move in and we can finally have the life we've been yearning for.
he deserves the best. the absolute best. and I obviously know that I'm not the best. but I know I can love him with every molecule in my body. I know that he can never reciprocate the amount of love that I feel, because its just so much.
I dream about the day where there are no more goodbyes and only goodnight.
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."