Gabe's new Timing LP is amazing. I can't get enough of it. It's those kinda albums where it speaks for itself, and whatever my heart my feels.
"never go to bed angry" its been too many times that I've had. Nothing is ever done when I go to bed angry. Things are never resolved. Just pushed to the side. I don't like that.
I'm not happy. Not like i was at the beginning. none of this "bestfriends" shit, like last time. I can't just be his friend. It's either we are together or not. I can't have an in-between. It would just be awkward hanging out with the "used-to-be" feeling. I keep talking myself back into this relationship, but it's not healthy for me. My anxiety builds up, I get more stressed... I end up at that breaking point. and I find myself there a lot ever since I've graduated from high school.
I cut it out, for good if I could. wish that I still felt the same, my fickle heart's to blame.
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."