I've been avoiding this feeling of resentment towards this situation. I've also been trying to not talk to him. I always seem to type something and then I dont send it. "I love you, I hope you still know that" ugh, its so annoying how all this indecisive feelings decided to show up. I'm happy that he's thinking about me, and that he decided to tell me that he loves me. I'm sad because my heart hurt, I just wish my heart wasnt so fragile. I wanted to cry when I saw it.
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."