I dont know. I'm so tired of the world right now. Everything just seems to be crashing down. especially yesterday, when I broke down. I just can't take so many disappointments in one day. I don't know. I didn't enjoy my evening as much as I could have, for obvious reasons.
so many tears have been shed. I always tell myself "I love him, we can get through this all" when I get mad. But when I was mad yesterday, all I was saying to myself "get him away from you, tell him to go home. If he talks to you don't say anything, don't even let him touch you" all be cause I was so frustrated with my life. I just didn't say anything. I wanted to get through with it. But instead of doing anything, but I fell asleep. It felt so good to fall asleep for a while without thinking. But I heard my mom call my name. I finished crying, and then I facetimed with my sister and my niece and nephew. It made my day, just seeing their face, and talking to them. They make me so happy.
I just want to be happy. I don't want to cry anymore.
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."