I am happy. Honestly. no matter how much I complain about my life right now, I know that I'm really happy. my life is slowly falling back into place, happiness is here again. I'm probably on this high of happiness because I hung out with my bf yesterday.

I hate being away from him, but the time he's away from me, makes seeing him so much better. Even though I did have a little rant about him taking the time to message someone when we're finally together. at least it got to him. he's learning. not fast... but he is.

idk, my mom was talking to me after we dropped off my cousin and my bf. she said she talked to his mom after he dropped him off. because mom was gonna pick up dad. so his mom was like "where are you going?" and mom said she was going to pick up my dad. Mom said that his mom's face was kinda suspicious. which really pissed me off. like WHAT DOES SHE THINK IS GONNA HAPPEN?! she doesn't know there was 3 other people in the house with me and him.  Jesus. I like her and everything, but she needs to give a little bit respect to her child. he's old enough already. He already started a career.

ANYWAYS, enough about my rant of anger. because I AM HAPPY. I will continually say this until it is no longer true.

now for my awkward rant.
things have changed, for sure. I have lots of things to accept about you. You kinda go against everything you used to hate. I'm pretty sure you were denying it though. I wish you would have accepted yourself earlier. I promised you so many things, I will keep it. I promise. It's just gonna take some time for me to get used to the new you. I guess, its just like we're starting over. just take care of yourself.

that wasn't that awkward. It was just hard not to state anyone's name.

I'm just gonna be happy OFF this stupid blog. finish Bleach alreds. um, yeah. bye.