it's been on and off all day, all the tears, sobs, and random outbursts of realization. I don't have a boyfriend anymore. I don't have someone to say "I love you too" after I constantly confess my love for him. I love him so much, you have no idea. I'm just tired of his mom limiting the time I spend with him. I don't want to love him anymore. I constantly get hurt because I want him to fight for me. He tries to, but he can't. I don't want to "ruin his relationship with his family". I'm sorry that they don't like me. I'm just being me, if they can't like me.. maybe someone and their family will. My heart just keeps hurting no matter how hard I try to be happy.