I'm content. I'm satisfied. I don't feel anything really anymore.
It's okay. as long as those thoughts don't stumble upon me.. I should be fine. I need to practice for my event next week. I hope I'll do fine despite the fact that I haven't practiced in like 3 days.
gah. I hate keeping secrets from people who shouldn't know. I've kept this freaking secret for so long. It's almost pushing out of my throat when I talk to everyone. I wanna tell my sister first, but I want to be a good friend.
ugh boring. I guess it's better than being sad. whatever. my thoughts are everywhere.
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."