I had a good day. This whole day was good. I woke up to "good morning sweet heart. It's going to be beautiful today just like you :)" I guess that's why my day started off good. I always feel like he doesn't miss me when he's having fun with his classmates.
The day slowly got more annoying. he didnt read my pins, he didn't answer his phone when I called him during my break, and I even made him promise the night before. But that didn't bother me as much. I was hungry and I was excited to eat. I wanted to close really fast, but there was so much stuff to do. I was hoping my bf would call even just to say goodnight like he did that one time. But he didn't. I was sad but now I'll know "that one time" will stay just "one." I have a few more weeks to tolerate his "sleeping early, waking up early 4 times a week" I hope things will change. I really need to see him more often.
All-in-all, my day was good. I have so much to be thankful for; food in my fridge, money in my pocket, parents are together, house is stable, I have a job and I'm making money, my family loves me, my boyfriend loves me and I'm slowly starting to love me as much as I should.
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."