Now that I'm finally alone, I feel like I'm the bad guy now. I know it's not all his fault, and its not all my fault. We're just dysfunctional couple, but I'll choose this moment over any other moment with anyone else. Despite the fact that he's tweeting sad things and knowing that I see it. Maybe I'll give him space for a few days for him to cool off cause he's probably super mad at me because of what I'm doing to him. But I know I feel like I've gotten everything off my chest, all the anger I've been piling up, all the tears (even though I've been crying alone) but it's all out. My textbook has been teaching me about coping with stress, confession is one of the most powerful thing to help. I guess thats why I've been better stress-wise. After everything I've been through in the past month, has been super hard on me, and I guess I've just been a little tough on everyone around me. no one reads my blog, but.. I'm sorry everyone that I've been burdening my problems on. I'll try harder to be a better friend.