I'm seriously sick and tired of this. being last to everything. I know it should be school, family etc. over me. why can't I go first for once? JUST ONCE. If i'm selfish for wanting your attention. if I'm inconsiderate because I'm finally tired of being pushed around. FUCK THIS SHIT. I honestly don't need someone who doesn't care about how I feel. I can do so much better than you. BUT I DECIDE TO STAY. I hate this, feeling so bad all the time. It's so freaking annoying. I'm tired of the you, you, you. heres another "you" FUCK YOU. ugh. i'm so tired of you. 500 days with you starting tomorrow, march 14. thats too much. I only stay because everyone loves you so much. Everyone thinks that we're perfect. I hate you, I hate what you do to me. I hate how you make me feel this way when I don't deserve it. God help me. you're never around when I need you. you turn your damn phone off when you're sleeping. I hate you. I hate every single bit of you.