The ticking of the clock never seemed so loud. My thoughts and emotion run as I sit here alone in my room. I'm scared. Scared of everything. Scared for my future. Yes, you've heard this a million times. All those plans I've made with him, I yearn with every molecule in my body for them to come true. Being away from him is so hard now. It's the middle of the day. I miss him so much and I don't know how to handle it. 10 months, all these feelings are still so fresh. I have that pain in my heart, its just like its missing something.. or more like its missing someone. How will I survive this? This is so emotionally straining. How will I focus? Will this work? I love him too much to let him go but what if it was the right thing to do?
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."