The shit I do for you willingly, even when you say "no" to it. You think this having a private blog is shady? I'm sorry that I'm not going to anyone else with my problems other than you. I'm sorry for not breaking your trust and going to the internet for condolence. I'm so angry right now, I'm just gonna keep talking here until I can't. You frustrate me, to the freaking core. I just can't let you go. I have visions of us together for all time. I want these visions to come true. I want to be with you. I want to be able to finally call you mine, without the fear of losing you. Can you just not? please, I want to know its going to be okay between us. Just "okay" not "perfect" there's nothing that brings us closer then after a fight.