But no matter reasons, I'd only want to go through this with you. When you get me mad, you absolutely know how to make my happy. After fighting, we're just the way we were before the fight. after every heartbreak, I fall in love all over again with you.

So my boyfriend sang this song to me in front of all my closest friends and family. He recorded it on my laptop the last time that I was at his house. I just watched it.. and I cried. I'm going through a lot, once again. It hurts all the time. I told him, and only him. My boyfriend is also my bestfriend. I tell him anything and everything. I miss him every single moment he is not around me. My heart aches for him. He's going to leave for his trip soon. I don't know what I'm going to do without him for a few weeks. I know I can get through it, but I don't know if my heart will allow it, its like apart of me is going to go missing. God please give me strength.