I'm fine now. no more anger, no more sadness. He can be gone for a month for all I care. I'm totally fine w/ that. I guess its because he tweeted to the whole world "I miss @arjaaah :(" because if he really did miss me, he'd talk to me. thats exactly what he did. now he tweets non-stop and its kind of annoying. My mom just walked by and said that she missed him. I miss him too, I'm just tired of it hurting, so it doesnt.. well not as much, its a very miniscule feeling now. all at the back of my heart. I'm just working our scrapbook. it gives me something to do. It should keep making me miss him, it doesn't I just keep thinking of him and how much I love him and how he'd react to each page. :) no more tears and sobs. just all smiles from here. :)