Day 4, all or nothing. Thursday, July 28, 20117:12 PM / top
this song isn't completely relevant to what I feel. It just somewhat relates to how I do. So he finally texts me daily, but its not enough for me to stop from missing him. I don't want to miss him so much.
His texts say he misses me, but I feel like it's not enough. My heart, just completely aches. I don't know if this is worth it. Every time I tell myself that, it makes me wonder. If I can last with all these "getaways" no contact. the only thing he can "getaway" from is me. I know I'm just being a negative nelly, but still. This depression needs to stop. I feel like its not even necessary to feel like this. I was feeling pretty good this morning, I have no idea why. It just sucks how a mood can change so fast.
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."