kso, i JUST found my phone a while ago. 30 unread msgs, FAIL. today, isn't all that good of a day compared to last year. i actually remember the whole day. so weird.

ANYWAYS, I've spent the last 4 hours searching for Piano sheet music, I want to audition a song with lots of meaning. I don't want it to be like last years audition, it sucked monkey balls. hence the minor role. hahaha but lately, i haven't felt .. inspired. i haven't found the right song either. I want the song to emphasize my voice and my instrumental talent. but I still haven't found a song, and im kinda depressed. I know it makes me feel emo when i say that, but thats the only way to describe it. so gay.

im gonna keep searching until i find it. I'll look at Gabe Bondoc's covers (he mad a cover of drops of jupiter and i freaking love it, thats why its the title) but it makes me feel so untalented cause hes so majorly talented. but its okay, i still love him

whatevs, talking to my best. so i'll do whatever later. haha