Well, lately I've had my ups and downs. Life is so hard, like seriously. Sometimes my emotions are so hard to deal with and I just can't make myself feel better. I feel that I'm overwhelmed with things and I'm trying to hard to keep everything mutual. But it's not working. Right now, I feel that my sleep is the most important thing I have to do because I know I won't get a lot of it. I know that sounds weird, but thats how I think. Like, I really don't have anyone to talk about this about. Everyday I put on the biggest smile I can. It's not that I'm hiding the pain, its just that when I'm with the pamilya, the sadness temporarily heals. After we all go our own ways, my world comes crashing down. I totally know that I'm overly dramatic at times, but I can't help it, IM A GIRL! I can't help how I feel. I have a duty to the people that are important to me, I want them to know that I'd never want anything to trouble them and I'd do everything in my power to keep it like that. But whatevs, I know I'm never alone. He is always with me. "If he brings you to it, He'll bring you through it" My favorite saying EVER.

Honestly, I'm troubled and I need help. Can you be my superman?

P.U.S.H