Sometimes I wish you would leave me.. because i don't like the pain I get when you're gone. But lately, I've gotten used to it. why must you be so stubborn. Well I'm not sick of you yet, but I'm so close to it. I'm sick of you being on my mind, making me smile at the thought of you, the sound of your voice melts me heart .. is this as good as it gets? There's so much more I've got so much more to say to you. I'll just say it, or I could slip into you, even If I did get over you, I'll come crawling back with a broken heart and the million pieces of it. But then again, you DO have MY heart already. It's so easy to come back into you.
On a brighter side, I incorporated a whole half a verse of "Lover Dearest - Marianas Trench" into my thoughts. It was surprisingly very easy, the words just flowed. for those who still dont know, the lines in italic font are the lines of the actual song. This method is so much more fun then what i've been doing. But sometimes, theres always a set of lines where i cannot do my little 'add-ons' with. the music speaks for itsself.
kso, maybe i should sleep now, im trying to fix my sleeping schedule, and i don't think this is helping. maybe i'll get some water or something now. TTYL (:
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."