I'm not that into Korean bands .. but i actually like this song, by big bang. but thats the only song i like. theres atleast one song that i like from each korean band that my sister's introduced me to .. I'm so sorry but I love you [8]
ANYWAYS .. hello fellow bloggers. I noticed I haven't been blogging as much as i should. but nothing super interesting has happened lately. I don't know what to blog about now-a-days anymore. I feel like i've blogged about everything there possibly can be blogged about .. well in my world. maybe I've just been very .. paranoid. I worry too much about things, and i think too much. but thats just me. so i've come to this theory .. I'm replaced. no ifs-ands-or-buts, thats how it is now.
I MISS .. thsoe carefree days where I never cared how much he thought of me. and when i say 'he' its the 'he' in general. like .. the guys that girls seem to 'fall for'. why do girls have to think so hard about these things, and some guys don't even care about what we think. some sisters from the forum would be like 'but the brothers ..' THOSE guys think, they know how to treat a girl. well in my oppinion. I refuse to be the asker. from the movie 'seducing mr.perfect' with the beautiful daniel henny, if the woman was the asker, she has made herself vulnerable to being a push over. though i already am one, i refuse to be more of one then i already am.
I NEED.. that perfect one, like i was talking about to my tent mates during the forum. the question was 'what's your dream boyfriend like?' or something along those lines. wanna know my answer? "No one is perfect for me. though I may say they are. I just want a guy who makes me feel beautiful. Makes me feel loved in everyway possible"
MAYBE .. you're the closest i can get to that.
IM SORRY.. im being a bad friend. I just don't want to feel this awful anymore.
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."