I Wish You Knew This Song Was About You. Friday, July 3, 200912:16 AM / top
"This bedroom light distracts my stare I find it hard to keep still Everything is so still, like this I wont have to wait for long before I start to see that your the only thing that was will you stay,keep this evening calm ill shield you from this night ill make everything alright will you make sure the door is locked We wont have to talk, as long as you are here with me again" -Daphne Loves Derby
k, it goes like this. If I really love you, I'll let you make your own choices, but does that make me a push over? I generally am one, because I just want everyone to have their way and if it comes to my own happiness I'd sacrifice it. But this is way different, if I took charge just one time, would it have made a difference? Would I be here right now, or in your arms, holding me tight and never wanting to let go? It's hard to let go right now, but so far its been pretty good. I don't think you even knew, so our friendship wont change, I hope. If you didn't already know, everyone was anticipating 'us', me most of all, but I have a feeling its not gonna happen. So here and now, I promise that I'll let you go. Try to get this back to normal. But, just my luck, I don't know what normal is, I don't know what NOT liking you feels like, cause .. ever since we met .. I've fallen for you. Every smile, every embrace, every single giggle we shared, I cherished. I didn't want a boyfriend, but when I'm with you, you make me feel like you're the only guy for me. I can't see anyone else with me but you. But that has to change. I see those little things, don't think I don't notice. I hope you have a great life .. without me ):
There was this quote that I saw on gyan's blog before he fixed it, I really liked it. Forgive me if I'm wrong. .. no I won't quote it cause I can't remember the exact words. But it was something about how its really hard to let go of something when its everything you want.
You're everything I want.
today .. was good .. sorry I couldn't come marjo. I wanted to go, forgive me.
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."