The best song ever. Inspired me so much! Especially when Ate Jenelle sang it to us for our reflection. I love my YFC sisters! :D
kso i wanna talk about the sisters forum. I started off kinda scared, I didn't know what to expect. Especially cause i really didnt know who would be there. But was I wrong .. oh so wrong. Well I got to the convoy station and hung w/ errbody. I rode with ate Grace, Jessica, Barby and Regine and WAS that ride so awesome, listening to ate Grace's ipod! hahah so we got there and just chilled and started eating snacks w/ the sisters. Some brothers were dropped off at our section, and they had to walk ALL the way to their side, which was like 5 mins away AND to top it off they had to bring ALL their things. aww! poor brothers, why didnt you just drive there? haha well then we got our first event thing, WORSHIP! (: "the first time a sister has lead a worship" YAAAY! ATE JANICE! (: you rock my world! and she let my use her chair! she allowed my 'backtle' to be put somewhere! :P during this 'session' we got a cute brown bag with really nice things in it! awwwwuh i love it! (: and we played a game where we got to know people. and ZOMG i got bitten by a mosquito ON MY EYE ): aw im so sad. hahaha afterbite helped it! (: after that we got our tents. it was me, jessica, ate jen, leanne, and alex. HAHAHA all the loud ones in one tent!! HAHAHA! so we hung out in our tent, and we decided to share all our sleeping bags, cause we coo like that! (: and we freaked out about mosquitoes, cause we were infested. we got to hang out with our tent-mates. while ate rina was walking to our tent you see her stop and go 'oh my gosh! its a DEER!' and everyone in my tent runs to that opening thingy and takes pictures of it. hahaha! then we headed off to our first talk, it was given by ATE LARA! yaaay HSB PROGRAM HEAD! :D it was a bout catholisism. (: I liked the reflection song, but i couldn't pay attention because MOSQUITOS WERE EATING ME ALIVE! then we got dinner w/ the brothers. but the brothers were standing, but I'd rather stand then eat while walking to their site. it was so far, and it was getting kinda dark. so I didn't want them to walk anyways. Then on to ate jenelle's talk (my favorite talk) it got me so emotional! this inspired me the most! WAIT before i go on .. at one point .. ate rina was like "exactly right now in chicago, they're starting conference" and we're all like 'aw.. ):' but she was like 'were going to go next year, right ladies!' and were like 'yaaah!' k anyways, we had an activity for ate Jenelle's talk. We all got a mirror. we wrote two things we like about ourselves in permanent marker, and then two things that we dont like ourselves in non-permanent marker. i kinda had a hard time thinking of it. But i was confident when i finished writing. After that, ate Jenelle gave us a share .. which got me tearing. then .. this song, Beautiful, she started to sing it, we got the lyrics .. reading it .. just totally made me break down and cry .. it was so hard NOT to cry. I knew i was gonna cry eventually. then I told all my sisters that they're beautiful, and i meant every word. *SIDE TRACK* i remember after camp rock, i was crying so badly .. and gyan was comforting me .. and he told me to tell my siblings that I loved them. I said no, cause they would think I was lying to them. But I did tell them, they didn't say anything. But now I know they just didn't say anything cause they knew I was telling the truth. (: getting back on track .. after that talk, we had a bonfire. yaaay! we sang around it! any song that we could think of! me and hannah sang 'the wiz' songs! (: then at one point we started to battle with another group that was around the table. so we just decided to combine it all. then we decided to sing to the brothers. some people suggested "You are my brother, best friend forever .." but the song ate rina had in mind was Lean On Me. we were so cool. we practiced and practiced .. then there was a suggestion of the song 'nobody' yenno .. "nobody, nobody but you!" song.. but it was "i want no brother no brother but you!" very very clever! (: so ate rina kept paging kuya sevi on the walkie-talkie. and we were all like 'cant we just go there and surprise them?' and ate rina was like 'no! they're having their love forum right now, and what if we go there and they're all crying' HAHA so we waited .. then we walked slowly to the brother's site. and when we got close enough we sang 'gathering song' HAHAHA ate rina, you're so cool! (: and we sang to the brothers.. LOL kuya earl on hannah's video. then we just feld after our singing. then it was time to get in our tents. So we got ready and we all brushed our teeth together. we so cool! (: then we got ready to just hang out. then barby and her clan shook our tent, and us being on of the loudest tents .. we screamed our faces off. then ate rina shined her headlights of her car to us cause we were so loud and she didnt know what was happening, we all thought it was a bear. then we just played truth until 4:30 .. i think, cause thats when i fell asleep, but jessica was still talking .. HAHA.. leanne 'over nine' gotta love that girl. then i woke up at 5:30 cause i heard jessica's voice, just not in the tent. and I heard a ruckus of brothers outside. so i went outside with leanne. then papa john was like 'you guys ruined it!' and im like 'ruined what? you guys are so loud, so you ruined it for yourselves!' haha! and papa john was like 'we were supposed to make breakfast for you guys as a counterattack for last night' and we were like 'awwwuh ....' so the sisters hung out near the no-fire bonfire. we tried making a fire, but failed, so we asked some brothers, they failed too. we told Brenden that those papers were damp, he didnt figure that out until he tried lighting them up. Brendo, kept fanning, and ended up killing the only flame that we had. HAHA then i dont remember who, but someone sprayed the fire we had going with mosquito repellent and almost got themselves set on fire. hahah! so we just let it be cause the brothers we called together. kuya earl came .. and we were all like 'nice toes' HAHAHA then he assigned us for waking kuya sevi up, and kuya fritz, so me, jessica, christine, leanne, regina, and carmina went to wake people up .. first we got to kuya sevi's car. we yelled at him and banged it windows. he opened it and then you could smell his sweat and grossness of the other brothers sleeping in the car. there was .. james, daniel, and jason in the car too. he closed the door, and we decided to get back at him in a couple minutes to wake up other brothers who werent awake yet. so the only other one that we found was kenny. sleeping in his brothers van. awwwuh kenny, sorry. but it smelled like sweat in there too, and you were the only one. he looked so comfortable though, he had that crazy warm kumot on! hahaha! we let him be after that and said sorry and told him he could sleep. so we went back to kuya sevi's car. james and jason went out to bike. so the only ones left were kuya sevi and daniel. we shook the car and freaked out daniel. we kept bothering him. then kuya jesse came up and yelled 'SEVI IF IM AWAKE, YOU'RE AWAKE' then walked away. he wouldnt open the door, so we 'decorated' his windshield with grass, weeds .. AND MARSHMALLOWS! hahahah! then the some brothers were like 'let me in! i didnt sleep at all!' an then we left, and they got in. we got back to our campsite. some ladies went back to sleep. it was only 6:15 anyways. Then Ate belle came and we just chilled at our 'smoke' cause thats all we got out of it. then we got breakfast, i gave the food that i didnt want, to the brothers. oh how i love the brothers. we went on to our talks, but first WORSHIP, and yenno who was the leader? JESSICA! <3 yeaaah! (: i love that one about kniting thing she said. I'll put that in my favorite quotes later. then we prayed the rosary, but yeah .. it was the kuya sevi talk now, but there was a washroom break, and btw the washroom was a DRIVE away so we had to wait, so we played a 'guess what song' where he played a song on guitar and we guessed it. at one point we sang 'gathering song' HAHA then the ladies came back and kuya sevi gave us a talk about the brothers role. and ZOMG our brothers are so smart, and so adoreable. i love the things they said! (: it makes me appriciate them more. I love the brothers too. so after that ate Grace gave us a talk about the sister's role, and she talked about that thing where you sleep w/ the sisters, or 'nuns', and she said it was a rewarding experience, and then tita vicky gave us a share about mama mary. it was very touching. then after that we had an open discussion about the whole experience. ate rina talked to us about the brothers .. we all got kinda .. intimidated, cause we thought we'd have to change ourselves. but she told us we didnt have to change everything. then the conversation moved to applying to st.pauls .. and to chips. HAHA. so after that .. we were done the talks, and we cleaned up our tent. the sleeping bags were the hardest, especially leanne's. HAHAHA it almost made her cry she was so mad. but eventually she got it in! SUCCESS! (: then we got our lunch, and gave the brothers the food we didnt want. and WOW practically all the sisters didnt even eat, they gave their lunch to the brothers. it became a buffet table! AHAHAHA so i walked around for a bit, wondering if the brothers needed help with the tents, but they didnt, so i hung out with the people eating. well the only ones left were papa john and kuya earl. and you'd think that the winner would be obvious right? NO, no offence kuya earl, but JOHN WAS THE LAST ONE EATING! oh my goshers. wow john. my oh my, after kuya earl was like 'okay, you win!' and john was like 'a little bit more .. YES I WIN! YOU OWE ME MCDONALDS!' and kuya earl was like 'aww man ... RIGHT NOW?! LETS GO!" hahahah! then it was time to go, and i found out ate Grace lives near me. yaaay! (: so I got a ride from her, in the car was, of course, Ate Grace, then there was kuya jesse, jessica and papa john, then me. Me and john argued about the back seat. but i had to be there cause i was last to be dropped off! (: then we dropped off jessica first. and WOW was it hard, cause ate Grace promised jessica that there wasnt gonna be any boys. and kuya jesse was in the front. so before we got to her house, we had to get everything organized so that her dad wouldnt see john or kuya jesse. LOL then we dropped her off i was like 'bye jessica!!' and john and kuya jesse used a fake girl voice and was like 'bye jessica!' hahahaha! then we dropped off papa john, no hassel at all. then kuya jesse needed his things for cotillion and ate christine's debut. he also said he needed to shave cause he looked like a dirty mexican. HAHAHA, so he did that, me and ate grace waited, we were both tired. hahaha. so he came back. and we dropped him off at work. then it was my turn .. yaaay! me and ate grace started talking about harry potter and twilight. its so cool how we're so alike, she even went to sargent park! YAAAY! (: hahah i got home, hoping that i'd just take a nap, and then get ready for ate christine's debut, but ... i woke up at like 10 pm. and i got home like at 4. WOW one hour sleep does alot to you. but im sorry i didn't go. i knew i needed that sleep ): boooo. its okay, you're always in my heart ate christine. <3
k, i also changed my layout. I need something better to do. Praying for a better day. OH something else. I thought I was over you. It's been long enough already. I think I've had enough, but thats just me talking. I never started missing you until i saw ' Message recieved from*insert name here*' why does thats still make my heart skip a beat? you're nothing special ..
oh yeah, thats right, i'm always wrong when it comes to this, you're the most special.
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."