"I've been there a thousand times, I've felt the rain like a thousand knives. And it hurts, I know it hurts I've been there like a fighter plane, Tryin' fly my way through a hurricane. And it's hard, I know it's hard" - 33 miles
There's a person in my life, whom I care about very much. He is my inspiration for most things. He's the kind of guy that when your feelings towards him grow so much that its unbearable, but you don't wanna risk your friendship. But I know that unspoken words are the most cases to broken hearts. I didn't choose to fall for you, it just happened. It hurts so much everyday. I Pray to God that this is only a phase, but its been so long already. It has become unbelievably unbearable right now. I don't know how to deal with it. I need to know. I'm the kind of person to jump to conclusions right away, and I know you know what I assume. My heart has broke, and you have the pieces to it. I need you in my life, but I don't want to force you into it. You make my days go better. Everything is just so much better with you.. .. I think I love you.
Lord, I need you to help me through this.
CONT' 9:00 AM. kso, convocation is in an hour, i should start doing things but i wanna do this. in an hour they're going to officially be out of dmci. in an hour, they're officially gonna have to take hold of their own lives. in an hour, my school mates will become my full-time friends (: ZOMG, its only been a year with you guys. but .. 'the only constant thing in life is change' so either, im gonna have to get used to it or just cry the whole time. either one is fine with me. cause 'crying cleanses the soul" LOL me and my millions of quotes i may use on a day to day basis. im freaking cool if you know what i mean 8)
KSO, about last post (post above), im freaking emo. holy crap. but i know my reasons. 'im usually a happy person. i overload on happy.." HAHAHA russell peters. hes the bombdigity. MAN this is getting waay off topic, i'll just start to get ready for the convocation and tell you about it later.
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."