"Tears are spent on your last pretense And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense. If your heart wears thin I will hold you up And I will hide you when it gets too much I'll be right beside you Nobody will break you" - Marianas Trench
ZOMG cant wait until their concert later on tonight! (:
Today, I woke up kinda late, because i didnt get home until 11 the night before because i was watching 'Up' when my 'bodyguards'. LOL "today, she had two guys on each side of her, we were her body guards." Well yeah, i woke up and helped chill set up for their last performance .. and i just gotta say .. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL! im not even lying. I also came there to support them and hemmerling, since its his last offical dmci teacher performance. he made a speech and people were crying .. and i surprisingly was laughing at everyone crying. I shed a few tears, but not alot! (: hahah. I love you guys! After that, I went to kuya gino's house and i was watching everyone scramble around to get ready for grad, pretty entertaining if you ask me. Then around 1 i went home, ate, and then fell asleep .. FOR FIVE HOURS. lol, that reminds me "ardia, why are you here? you look so tired .. you should go home and sleep" and im like "no, im here to support! (:" LMAO im cool, im cool! (: I actually woke up to my dad asking me to go to the ex tonight. then we did, i only went on a few rides because my sisters a KJ and doesnt wanna go on rides. and going on a ride alone is so boring. CANT WAIT UNTIL I GO WITH EVERYONE! its gonna be THE BEST!
hmm, i have plenty of time, i actually have all night, so i dont know what im gonna do. should i randomly talk about things. oh yeah .. IM LOST, i cant find my archive.. like on my page. so annoying, i'll figure it out .. some how... hopefully. OR i wanna make it look cool. I have all the time in the world, well not really .. its just a figure of speech.
kso, im pretty sad its the end of this year. two sad years in a row, like .. grade 9 was pretty sad cause; HELLO we're all going to different schools and stuff, find new cliques. blahblahblah. this year is different. I've had friends, close friends. BUT these are the friends that are like FAMILY. seriously. i didnt abandon my other friends, its just that they have their interests and i have mine. I try to hang out with them whenever possible, but It's kinda hard. I cant always go with my schedule or theirs. I know I should try harder, but i dont wanna over do it. kso, this year, I've made so many new friends. or just extended my chain of friends. I've basically met new 'family' cause my cousins got married last year and i found 'relatives' haha angela and ate lamael <3 i've become more aquainted with my musical sides when im with those friends. we're so cool, we sing choir songs when we're not even in choir 8) theres also the fact, im practically the youngest in the pamiliya, and they're ALL older then me. I've only had an older sister, shes been there for me and stuff, but now shes gone. There WAS a void, since i met the pamiliya, the void is filled, and over flowed! in a good way! im never lonely anymore! they all live semi-near me. minus some people, but i can always find a way to their home! (: I can always just give them a call, they've all be to my house. its not hard to miss. LOL not really. but chyeaah .. you can't ever leave me. "didi is everyone's favorite" :D hahaha k, sargentparkers, i know i havent tried hard enough to hang out with you guys. you know i love you guys. WE HAVE TO FRICKING CHILL. im not even lying, i'll probably get introuble for being out too much during the summer, but its all G, as much as i have alot of friends, you guys made me who i am today. FRICKING CALL ME UP! (: k? k! (: alriight now, on to something more serious. actually no, not really. on second though, no i take it back . nothing serious. I just need a job now. it may look like I have money, but i dont. HA. thats basically it, wow i overthink things too much. LOL ALSO, i miss you. i know its been like .. only a day since we've actually spoken. but, yeah, its been a pretty boring day. sooo .. yeah. k i think im tired now, so i'll re-enter tomorrow. and i'll have an extra long one! (:
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."