"And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good Enough for you I can't pretend that I'm alright And you can't change me " -simple plan
kaay seriously, i know im not gonna end up like some people, im doing pretty well in school, i've done better, but im not failing. school is getting harder, work is piling up, activites are going on, i wanna remain active in yfc. I always have my faith, but YFC makes me remember how much he loves me. my activities are something that gets me busy, you seriously cant make up your mind, in the summer i had nothing to do, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, and you're like 'why dont you hang out with your friends instead of staying home and playing video games' NOW im doing something about it, why is that so hard to understand? and being a teenager means i need more sleep, thus not enough time to do things, i know school is one of the first priorites, but somedays, its just too much. school IS GETTING SO MUCH harder! and i can't help it if im not doing that good in school anymore. i never had to work for my marks like this before.
urrrghh, to do list, THIS WEEK ONLY: - study for chem test on monday - character sketch - cluster G.A on monday - Take note - Honor choir practice/recording - Geo test - Vocal jazz, singing Gota .. the siickest song .. if you do it right - parties
.. EPIC FAIL, i wouldnt be this stressed if you would just let me be me. urgh, i need to study.
" If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together
there is something you must always remember;
you are braver than you believe,stronger than you seem
and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."