HAHA 2pm in the hizz house! :P
well today was really fun. I really did nothing .. LOL. I didn't feel stressed at all. I actually liked what i was wearing, i was very warm and being warm makes me happy (:
but yeah, long story short. I laughed a lot today and I really needed it because of the night before. Thanks Kuya Jeff for being there for me, when there was no one else to talk to <3>
ANYWAYS, i just wanna tell you a couple things about today. Today in chemistry .. Gyan was being weird and wrote "BOO!" on the chalk board after he fixed his question. And for those who watch russell peters .. the way he says "boo" is EXACTLY how My chem teacher said it. OH MAN, i laughed so hard! hahaha!
In bio today, there was a sub, who didnt care what we did in class. So me, tina, cat, and kim played on kim's laptop. And they watched me take care of my ranch. it was so fun! OH MAN! and theres vids on facebook of me and cat mostly! HAHA
kyeah, im tired. I'll sleep now. Goodnight world.
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Somebody Out There
Wednesday, October 7, 2009 6:13 PM /
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Hello World, today was great .. until .. now.
you make me sad because of your sadness. Please don't be sad, I want you know that I'll do what I can to make your sadness go away.
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Party In The USA.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009 8:24 PM /
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freaking kambals, you got that song in my head. LOL
k, anyways. I did A LOT today! I actually went to class first period, and it was so.. boring. I knew like .. everything that we were being taught, but at least I'll have a better mark then what i would have had last year. (: whoot whoot! but yeah .. BO-RING! Third period was pretty cool, me and rina had a picnic w/ chocoalte, granola bars, oranges, cornpops and those other things she brings that i dont know what it is. LOL yeah we did many things, and we read stories blahblahblah..
NOW TO THE GOOD PART,
me, Gyan and Rina bussed to polo, we took the 71, then 11. a couple of .. annoying people were there. we saw des walking home and we waved at her. people smelled yucky and we had to stand near the bus door in the middle .. if that made any sense. haha. so we got to polo and rina was all like .. demanding. she made us go everywhere. the first thing we did was visit kuya Jeff at geox, we attempted no to know him and be a bad customer. but .. it didnt work, i couldnt keep a straight face. So we left. we went to AE first to look for a jacket. Then we went downstairs and went to Fairweather, gyan left cause it was an all girl store. me and rina took a good 10 mins and then we went to look for gyan and he looked .. SO SAD, cause he was looking down on to his ipod alone on a bench, and it made me so .. sad just so see him like that. LOL then we went to the Bay thinking that we would go see mike cause rina wanted too. we ended up not going to see mike, cause rina was being weird. LOL so we left, and then we went to the food court and we ate bento sushi! yeaaah maan! (: mike was with us and kuya jeff. we all just .. talked about anything. Kuya jeff had to go to work .. and we took his phone .. but gave it back like 3 mins later. LOL after that .. rina went to get bus fair in mike's car and mike was like "do you guys know how to drive stick?" and me and gyan are like "no, why?" and mikes all like "cause i would let you guys borrow it if you did" LOL that made me wish i could drive.WHO WANTS TO TEACH ME HOW TO DRIVE?! (: haha jk. yeah, mike went back to work and we went to silver to visit ate lams.. and possibly watch a movie. So we said hi to ate lams, and then we ended up not watching a movie. We went back to polo because the bus left rina. LOL and then we got second cup and sat down. We were sitting down and yvanne, camy, sam, ate praisia and jeff came to our table and we just talked .. and then we went to the bus stop. while we were there .. and an annoying person was there.. LOL but me, rina and gyan got spots in the back corner. After that, kirsten and rose came on the bus and they sat with us (: then we stopped at kambal's house and i like .. automatically lied down on their couch w/ a kumot. LOL we waited a while so rina could fix her hair and tina told us stories about this girl. I dont wanna go into details. haha. so we walked to school, and watched elite w/ kuya lorenz and gyan. Kuya jeff's design was too .. cocky. HAHA everyone heard me when i said that. I told gyan that there was a a volleyball game and we checked it out and it was just the JV girls so we went into the guitar room and checked out CD's from the music library .. and i couldnt find first take ): so sad. haha. then gyan had to leave. So i didnt want to disturb elite anymore, i went to the gym to watch the JV girls play w/ marjo, renee and faith. When they played i watched w/ casey and des. But I had to go to chamber choir so i went and when I got there .. it was kind of an awkward entrance, and i was like "thats awkward" hahaha! then yeah ... we sang .. blahblahblah .. now im here. WOW this took long. I'm watching icarly right now.
alright, today was fun. REALLY fun (:
Party in the .. PAMILYA LOCKER! <3
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Marry U
Monday, October 5, 2009 7:35 PM /
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HAHAHA super junior up in this hizzz house! (:
maaan, today was a good day, and that korean song just lit up my day. oh man, I just love how it did that. I don't know what happened, it just played and nothing but i smile was on my face. OH MAN, im becoming into a korean addict like my sister and gyan ... next thing you know i know like EVERYTHING about it .. oh man .. no .. hahaha jk. i just think that I like korean music. I remember those days. good times, good times.
SO lets get on with what i did today.. so I woke up late, and then i went to school, but it was already 9:30, and my teacher is a douche and doesnt like it when people are late, and he doesnt even like me. So i didn't bother to go, but apparently it was easy. So i picked the best day to skip (so to say) HAHA. second period I finished my reading in the library. I was so tired, i thought i could pass out. My book is too .. murderous. haha most classes were okay. In my 4th period bio class we talking about H1N1 and we all thought we were going off topic but it was all graavy. (: I asked my teacher what I had to take to become an Immunologist, or a Neurologist. She went on about what i had do in university. then I would have to get my Masters, then my PhD then my M.D .. THATS GONNA TAKE 11 YEARS! OH MAN im gonna freaking be 30 before i can officially be at doctor. oh well, I hope that I'll marry someone understanding of my hopes and dreams and wont be mad at me for not being home. LOL as if im already thinking of this. okay, anyways, then in Chem, my teacher thinks im mean for calling him mean. he told gyan that he has to talk with him because of how i am and gyan's all like "Shes always like that, shes sucha whiner" WELL EXCUSE ME WHINER. hahaha! AND choir was just blaah. i liked it, OH MAN and vocal jazz was so good! it made me so happy. I think im gonna like "It's Alright With Me" its gonna be like my El Paisanito of this year. I'm always gonna compare songs to my first year of Ice. Well cause .. the first one is something you'll always remember right? (: but yeah, "It's alright with me" is going along pretty smoothly. I cant sing my first note of "Gota" cause it doesnt come out. HAHA it was like .. AIR. LOL and yeah.. love it!
I just finished the new episode of House, and it was pretty epic. MAN House is my favorite show, I wanna pursue a future in something like that. Dr.Cameron is an Immunologist and shes cool. I wanna be like her .. minus the drug addictions. LOL
oh man, this day was so good. Loooooooooooooooove it. tomorrow is half day, i wonder what im gonna do. k whatevs. (:
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
I Remember.
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Hello world, I should be asleep right now.I have a lot on my mind. like A LOT! I don't really know how to start. There's so many things I want to say right now.
I miss you. I F*CKING miss you. I spent the majority of my time thinking of you this whole weekend. whether it was a good thought or a sad thought. I'm a very jealous kind of person, but I always try not to show it. I know that you're .. you. But still, I just wish you knew how I felt. I wanna be there for you when you need me. I wanna be the first to congratulate you when you succeed in anything. I wanna praise you for the things you should be praised for. I want to be the women of God for you. "behind every man is a stronger woman" something I learned in level up. It's the woman's job to be supportive of the man, to care and tend to his needs. I feel I can be that women for you. I care a lot about you.
I love that little smirk you have when you accidentally make a mistake. It makes my heart smile. When you smile, my heart melts. But .. the bittersweet part is that you affect my heart all the time. When you're away .. my heart hurts. I know I can contact you whenever .. but its not the same when you're not physically here. I'm not gonna hide it anymore. I love you.
You used to tell me that He doesn't want us to be in those kinds of relationships. So I didn't know how or what to think. Maybe I'm sinning just thinking about you now. I don't know, but that means, my sin is loving you. He gives so much love to me and everyone else. aw man, I don't even know where I'm going with this. I'm glad everyone moved to tumblr. I can't vent about anything right now, and no one really cares but me.
Right now, I'm listening to Gabe Bondoc's cover of "I Remember" by Keyshia Cole. Gabe's voice always heals the wounds I have when I'm in a bad state. In this song, even Gabe cries near the end. It's weird .. hearing someone cry, who makes you happy. That just makes your whole perspective of them different. But they're only human right? right.
I remember when my heart broke, I remember when I gave up loving you ..
the only thing that breaks my heart, is the thought of you not accepting my heart.
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Drops of Jupiter.
Saturday, October 3, 2009 6:54 PM /
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HI! I LIKE THIS SONG.
kso, i JUST found my phone a while ago. 30 unread msgs, FAIL. today, isn't all that good of a day compared to last year. i actually remember the whole day. so weird.
ANYWAYS, I've spent the last 4 hours searching for Piano sheet music, I want to audition a song with lots of meaning. I don't want it to be like last years audition, it sucked monkey balls. hence the minor role. hahaha but lately, i haven't felt .. inspired. i haven't found the right song either. I want the song to emphasize my voice and my instrumental talent. but I still haven't found a song, and im kinda depressed. I know it makes me feel emo when i say that, but thats the only way to describe it. so gay.
im gonna keep searching until i find it. I'll look at Gabe Bondoc's covers (he mad a cover of drops of jupiter and i freaking love it, thats why its the title) but it makes me feel so untalented cause hes so majorly talented. but its okay, i still love him
whatevs, talking to my best. so i'll do whatever later. haha
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Hit That Jive Jack!
Friday, October 2, 2009 10:05 PM /
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WELL today went very well. I went like EVERYWHERE today. hahaha! i went down town to look at the oriental gifts. bought things, and then some. I went to U of W to get hang out w/ dimple and then we bussed to my house and then we ate, then went to portage again, and we caught up w/ thames and we then ate for like .. 2 hours. LOL we talked about many things. then we went to my moms work and she told me that she collected 285 dollars in donation for the philippine relief IN ONE DAY! so AWESOME! (: and then we were driven to polo by my mom and apparently denzel is just like tyle. LOL when we got dropped off we got pretzels and hot chocolate! whooooot! (: and we caught up with kuya jeff AFTER we went to the apple store. I changed my facebook DP! yeeeahhhh maaan! the apple store is soooo siiiiiick! haha. then after that we went to Guess and kuya jeff bought a shirt. then Ate Praisia came to hang w/ us! (: then we went like EVERYWHERE looking for shoes for Ate Praisia and Kuya Jeff. haha Kuya Jeff likes shiny things. I learned alot of things from Thamie. About vegetables .. and oil. HAHA! but i learned something atleast! LOL then dimple and thames have to leave. so it was me and ate praisia and kuya jeff. we looked at the rest of the stores we didnt go to LOL then they went to work.
@THEOFFICE
when i got there hannah, karlo, ate evony, kuya andrew, kuya james, and ate ariel was there. more people came in like krisitan, ryan &his parents, marty&angie, kuya sevi, ate jenelle, ate belle, and kenny&kuya earl. OH MAN, kuya earl brought SO MUCH ICE CREAM to the office and hes like "eat it before it melts" and there was like literally 20 boxes of ice cream. like those little popsicle kinds. hahah. i just went crazy and kept eating :P LOL so we did worship, AND IT FELT GREAT cause i haven't done one in a while, and then we went on to the reg. team things. most people i called was like .. nothing. haha. FAIL. then yeah .. i had to leave. ):
k GREAT DAY minus one thing. thats all okay. peace laterzzz (:
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
If You Want Me To.
Thursday, October 1, 2009 9:02 PM /
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Ate Jenelle, you sing the best songs.
this song was a level up song. yeah, i think i blogged about it, so just look for it i guess.
welcome me back to blogger (: freaking tumblrs so freaking confusing. and I guess i can talk about how i really feel here, no one really reads this anyways. so im good.
first of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUYA LORENZ! (:
since thats out of the way.
today was overall a good day. My and kuya Jun hung out today. more One on One kinda things, we really got into deep conversation. I really like talking to him, cause he can relate to me so well. I'm glad he's my Program head. He makes me happy (:
so today I really didn't do anything. I had precal first period, thats a blah class, i learned it already. then in english, was blah again. bio was alright .. i guess. because i got to eat food. hahaha. then chem was pretty good. we really didnt do anything, we just got a quiz, and yvanne pointed out that me and gyan matched. its really weird me and gyan like .. ALWAYS match. its like we own the same wardrobe or something. hahaha.. aanyways, i think i did pretty good on that quiz, minus one question. haha. so at choir was .. weird. mrs.wahl said she had a friend thats "cute and small, like ardia" and all i heard was "small like ardia" HAHAHA and i was like "EXCUSE ME" and she was like "stand up ardia, i cant see you" and i was already standing up. maan, i need to learn to tone it down. i know its okay at times, but i do this like ALL the time. so, yeah. someone just warn me please and thanks.
vocal jazz totally hurt my throat more and more each time. im getting more scared every day. because i'm really scared to get my tonsils taken out.. what if i can't sing EVER AGAIN?! like .. im not that good at guitar, piano or clarinet. I just can do it better then others. but .. im nothing without my singing voice. yeah so, i sing tenor, and its difficult for me to blend my voice, but i always come through. It does take time, more for me though. but .. I'm dedicated to being a vocalist. it may not be something i take in the future, but its something i enjoy, and I don't want it to end unless it really HAS to. please .. i dont want to lose my singing voice before my surgery. I NEED IT.
now on to something else. I dont know why im so pissy right now, but i just am. IM FREAKING SICK OF YOUR VOICE. i love you and everything .. but its really annoying. you're not always the best.
P.S im the YL, so i can do what ever the fuck i want.
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥