Boom Boom Pow!
Sunday, August 30, 2009 1:52 AM /
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this is gonna be short.
i just wanted to tell everyone how greatful i am to be apart of their lives, and for them being in mine. with out anyone of you, i wouldn't be who i am today. thank you so much.
thats all.
oh yeah, i was too much of a pussy to ask. im so dumb. that coulda been my only chance. but 'i love you' nonetheless.
now i have to be in full yfc mode now. Level up coming, me being president and all. thats all now. kbaaaah.
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Because I Don't Know How To Love.
Friday, August 28, 2009 3:39 AM /
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HAHA some F.T Island right there!
kso, today .. regular day. slept in the morning, woke up at noon. thank God i dont have a job. i'd totally be so screwed if i did. MAN my facebook isnt working in any computers at my house at this moment, but its working on my facebook. BUT i cant play freaking sunshine ranch or go to my fish tank and feed my fish w/ it! ): *sadfaaaace!
randomly got a call from gyan today, while i was watching a movie in my computer. i left my phone in the living room, and i was in my room. and then my brother brought it to me. i was talking to gyan, then i went onto my bed and i accidentally pressed the 'end call' button with my face. LOL then yeah .. me and marjo went to polo to meet up w/ him. he said he was with thamie and ate lams, but ate lams left when we got there ): so sad, cause i missed her lots. so we went shopping for gyan's mommers. gyan got her a jacket thinger and a shirt. picked out by me and marjoooo! (: haha. we went places but marjo just looked around and said 'i'll get this on saturday' HAHA! then we heard kuya jesse and hes like "Gyan and Ardia stop bopping!" .. and i was like "i just got here!" and gyan was like "im not! look i bought stuff!" hahaha! he was working, so he went back inside. haha. then we went to silver, I WANTED TO WATCH PONYO! but we watched District 9 -__-" freaking crazy difference. i kinda felt bad for the aliens or "prawns" or whatever. that guy was sucha douche! hahaha. but yeah, after the movie, we went to mcdix, our usual movie night out. (: i like that "usual movie night out" hahaha ! anyways. yeah, we just chilled there. gyan and marjo wrote in my book. i like marjo's entry better. HAHA. but yeah, we waited until gyan left, cause yeah, i wouldnt want him to be alone. then yeah, there was the end of my day.
OH YEAH! i got my waiver form for Level Up. IM EXCITED, but scared at the same time. time to do laundry now. hahahaha! ima get packed on sunday, cause yeah .. i still might use my clothes. hahaha. kso, listening to my slowjams. pretty awesome. so i'll just leave now.
one more thing..
you're annoying. is it unrequited? but sometimes it seems totally possible, but then again, the rest of the time it has chances slim to none. you make everything to up and down. just .. say something already
Love,
the excited/scared/loving little girl; ardiasarao.
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Hot and Cold.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 5:47 AM /
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stop making me think! just tell me if you like me or not, it won't change anything between us if you don't. just make up you f*cking mind up. like seriously.. it hurts enough already. there are times where the chemistry between us is like undeniable, and sometimes, it could be better but its still there.
I'm honestly really scared for what God has in store for me, i dont know if i can handle this. But im also excited for some reason. I think i have joy in actually not being bored, but this time ima be filled w/ so much work. oh. my. gosh. i was so chill this year because of precal. i didn't take it. but now im going to have my hands full, like .. first semester w/ english, bio, chem, AND precal. thats freaking crazy. second sem is gonna be my chill sem, because i have so many things to do. ima just have history and grade 12 precal as my majors. no biggie. did i mention ima join student council too? AND all my performing arts things. choir, band, vocal jazz, chamber choir, dance, musical. thats like 5.5 - 6 credits A YEAR that i dont need. but thats how i got to 22 credits. i dont think i qualify to be a doctor. I think its because I care too much. sometimes i feel like the epitome of failure. but im the kind of person to Try and Fails, other then Fails to Try. I can give myself that.
urgh, its getting bright outside. i didnt stay up this late, even though i know can, i fell asleep at 12:30 and then woke up at 5 theres 6 hours of sleep i just gained. i actually fell asleep because i was tired, not cause i forced myself. well i kinda did. cause i wanted to stay on the computer and watch movies, but i decided otherwise.
I'm really confused. I don't know why its happening now.
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
school's out.
Saturday, August 22, 2009 10:51 PM /
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NOT FOR LONG ): so sad.
i went school supply shopping today. my mom woke up late, like 5, so we just decided to go to walmart cause its like .. open 24/7. uhm i saw a buncha people. i saw rainer, dylan, maryrose, claurence, daniel and jason. and we spent so much money today. LOL but yeah, im tired again. hang out w/ jessica this week! i miss that girrrl (: kso yeah bye (:
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
im going asian in this blog.
im so sorry but i love you .
HAHA big bang, im freaking cool. i know you're jealous. yeaaaaaaaaaah maaaaaaaaan
kso, i just thought i'd put this out in the open, i was reading a bunch of blogs today and they're all about regrets and everything, hence the title 'lies' and the big bang song but anyways .. I'M NOT GONNA REGRET ANY THING ANYMORE. I trusted my heart to the Lord, and only him. I don't wanna be the one who keeps saying "im sorry for not being .." something that you want me to be. Unless I say sorry cause I punched you in the face. hahaha! But I know He wants me to show people how good it feels to be original, to be creative, and to show the world that the only person's thoughts should count is His. I don't need someone to tell me "what are you doing? people are gonna think you're weird" WELL I DON'T CARE. God still loves me. He also loves everyone no matter what. His love is what makes the world go around. Without Him, we wouldn't be able to be here, to have the beautiful crops growing around the world. oh yeah, you may say "what about hunger, poverty etc." well, there is only good when you look for it. But sin gets in the way of things, sin gets in the way of our thoughts, actions and feelings. but God always forgives, and tries His hardest to make things right for everyone. It's funny, God gave His only son for us and we just keep asking and asking from Him and He does so much for us. All he asks of us is to love Him as much as He loves each and everyone of us. I was talking with my sister one day, she has a Buddhist friend. She told me that her friend said "I know I'm Buddhist, but I believe in God because you guys do." THAT right there is God's love that's spread to other religions. It may be only one person, but it's still something. Right? Right.
I love talking about God like this to other people. To enlighten them, and trying to open their eyes to what is around them. I pray for everyone of them to realize soon. its better sooner then later. At first, I was sad because I didn't join YFC earlier, like with my older sister. She joined a camp, she went to pre-con, she went to conference when it was here. She was active when it counted. But then, sin got in the way. I've struggled with tears for her for many years after she slowly became inactive. At times, I wonder why she got so far away from God, from the YFC community. But she had a child, a beautiful baby boy. I became his God mother. That is an honor because I know that she trusts me enough to be his guardian. I Love Aiden with all my heart. I won't let him grow up without someone telling him that they love him, will always be there for him. I feel kinda bad cause, that's how my ate grew up. She grew up without a mom to tuck her in at night, or tell her that she loved her. But my sister is my hero. She makes my day. Despite everything that shes gone through, shes still as strong as she is now. Living her life on a day to day basis, happy. I'm so glad God has blessed me with her in my life. As some people may know, shes not my FULL sister, shes my half, we have the same dad. Her mom died in 2001 and was adopted by my mom. Now that my sister moved out of the house, everyone here missed her so much. My brother wouldnt put things down that belonged to her. I asked him why one day and he was like "cause ate doesnt spend time with me anymore" and it broke my heart.. in to a million pieces. cause I knew how he felt. I just didn't know how to put it in words. and that was the time when she was pregnant, and she wasnt living with us. I loved it when she came home and slept over, the world felt right in place when she was here. I felt happy, my family was complete.
Before I joined the YFC community, I had just started giving my long prayers to God, wondering if he was there, but I never really knew. I got evangelized, and kept getting bugged. My parents thought it was a waste of time and money.But I remembered my sister going there. So I talked to her about it, and she convinced my parents to let me go. My camp, Camp Rock, was the greatest life changing experience ever. I knew that God was there, watching over me, and my family. after camp, my parents didn't really try to ask what happened and if im going to do anything in the future. So I talked to my sister, when she came here. I really liked it. I missed her alot and she brought Aiden. He is now baptized as a roman catholic at St.Peters church.
All my prayers at Camp Rock were answered. Even if it was for a little while. They still were. and Praise be to God.
oh great, now im all teary eyed. im gonna send an email to my sister, and tell her how much I love her and i want her back in my life.
ALSO, that im gonna be president of HSB at my school (: If only her and aiden were here. My life would be complete.
Peace, Love & God Bless,
ardiasarao
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Love Story.
Friday, August 21, 2009 12:42 AM /
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that song has been in my head for so long. even before Gyan kept singing it today. haha.
kso today .. i was just a regular day, nothing really special. I went to the movies w/ gyan, jerica, jon and marjo. we chilled at silver for a while and talked to ate carmel. then we went to polo and we saw ate belle, susan, fred, camy and ate praisia, all at different times of course. me and gyan looked for ate praisia at garage, but she was on break w/ camy. haha. then we looked in footlocker cause jon wants to buy shoes and check in with his 'boss' LOL we saw susan and fred there. then we saw ate belle on the escalador. Gyan was telling her about Level Up and how hes gonna help HSB @ dmci. I really think we're gonna need it. but yeah, we went to the food court and ate. then we went to watch our movie. we watched "The Perfect Getaway" it was scary, the killer looks likes my grade 10 english teacher. HAHA! i got so scared in the movie i accidentally elbowed gyan really hard. but before that jerica almost fell asleep. hahaha. after the movie i talked to daniel, ate lams, barby and i saw kuya lorenz! (: haha im happy hes back here and safe! haha okay, im really tired now. g'niight world.
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
A Little Bit Longer.
Thursday, August 20, 2009 4:05 AM /
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You're my inspiration.
on a day to day basis, when all things go wrong and i feel that i can't handle it. i know that He went through harder. He has so much to offer the world and continues to help people through their struggles, being selfless. just gotta thank You, thank You for everything you've blessed me with and are going to bless me with.
praise be to God. <3
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Love me tender.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 2:03 AM /
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I miss you. There's so much I have to say but just can't.
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Living the suite life now.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 4:07 PM /
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(:
im hunger. im gonna bake, and blast my music while i do it.
just thought i'd tell you ..
IM GOING TO SUMMER HOUSE TRAINING! (:
sweet holy spirit! yeaaaah maan! im really hunger now. so i'll finish this.. later ? haha kbye (:
Peace out suckaaaaaaz (:
arjaaah!
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Hot and Cold.
Sunday, August 16, 2009 2:58 AM /
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im really tired, so i'll just sum it up as fast as i can .
today i felt really whoozie, like i had a head ache so i was asleep most of the day. then dimple called. i went to the movies, waitied for jeff, saw michael and his girlfriend, max and wes. it was like .. date night. haha. then i talked with gyan. then met up with jeff. we watched the ugly truth cause ate carmel and jewelry didnt watch it yet. so yeah. its still really funny when i watched it. then we 'chilled' near consession. then jeff gave me a goodie bag that he got from his 'meeting' at geox. LOL you get hired AND candy?! hahah! funny! but yeah.. then i went home .. and then just stayed up w/ my mom and we watched russell peters: outsorced. HOLY CRAP its freaking hilarious. hahaha! well yeah .. im tired. goodnight.
"peace out lovers, haters, and masturbaters"
:P
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
For All Time.
Saturday, August 15, 2009 1:25 AM /
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maaan, I don't get it. like .. 3 hours i get home from one of the funnest days of the summer, i start to feel all self conscious about things. I DONT GET IT. like seriously. maybe cause im really tired .. I just wanna sleep. but I should sleep REALLY soon. i only got 5 hours of sleep last night. since im here i'll just talk about my suuper fun day!! (:
WELL i was up until 4 tweeting people. but then i fell asleep. after that, i woke up at 10, because someone bum called me, and i was on the phone for like 2 mins just saying 'hello' because .. it was those kinda half-awake / half-asleep moments. i knew the person wasnt going to answer, but i just kept saying things. i was like "if you're not gonna answer im not gonna hang up ................ okay bye" so yeah. after that .. i closed my eyes .. but i couldnt sleep. so i sat there. after a while i got a text from kuya gino about a cd and asking if i needed a ride. so i got ready and gave him the cd and chilled at his house while waiting for his mom to finish showering and we waited for thamie. THIS is where the 'mis hearing' starts. so i helped put some give aways together, for some sort of cancer things, cause i was asked too. kso, i was alone in the living room, where i was putting things together, cause kuya gino went to check his atown. I KNOW RIGHT, OLD! hahaha kso, i get a phone call .. i freaking hear 'i got some fudgeo's '
'what? you have some fudgeo's?'
'im in front of ginos!'
'ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh'
then i open the door. then we finish the give away things and go to dimples house. SO we get there .. and open her door.. the storm door was the only one closed, not the regular door. then we scared her. she thought it was some random person. hahaha. we chilled down stair and watched some FAMILY CHANNEL! total best! (: then i went upstairs .. asking if i could eat. then i was with dimple, she was cutting pizza, so we just talked and she asked if i could call gyan, and im like 'okay' and so i call him and its around 12:45 .. it goes like this (i'll color code it by what we were wearing today dimple = brown, me =pink, gyan = blue)
Hi Gyan, what are you doing?
I'm at home
Can you ask him to wake up?
Gyan, dimple's asking if you to wake up.
okay then, what is she doing?
shes cutting pizza.
crooked cutting, now that he's taking to me.
don't worry dimple i cut pizza crooked too
really? good thing you dont work at pizza hut.
i do! sometimes!
remind me not to order there anymore.. HAHA JUST KIDDING!
ask him how he's gonna get here
Gyan, how are you getting here?
my mom, shes sleeping on the couch
oh okay then
But I need directions
so we attempt to give him directions .. then fail. so i have to head over to thamie, which was downstairs .. and we give him the correct directions .. then i look behind me and see dimples phone ring. it was elven, so i answer it and was like
"hello, dimple limuaco's phone"
"nelsa?"
"no its ardia, hi elven!"
"are you at nelsa's?"
"yeahp"
"whos there?"
"gino, thamie .. and nelsa"
"oh, okay then. can you tell her I'll be there soon?"
"okay, bye"
then yeah .. we just chilled and i went back to dimple .. to sit near the pizza. then I waited for people, but they didnt come, so me and dimple chilled in her 'dinner room' and we hear the door bell ring and it was elven, he greeted us with a hug and went into the dinner room, and then thamie comes up and greets elven and then gino comes and greets elven. (: yay reunions! hahah then we all decided to eat. FINALLY haha! i just remember everyone talking about Wall-E, the movie I DIDNT WATCH ): hahah. then we went back down stairs to watch things like zack and cody and jonas. elven didn't know they had a show and then ate benn comes cause she just came from polo and she had her own little fashion show. haha. then me and dimple went upstairs again, we thought that gyan would be here already but he wasnt, so we called him
Gyan, are you lost yet?
no, im in the shower
WHAT? you're IN the shower? like IN the shower?
yeah
..well thats awkward, who answers their phone in the shower?
dont worry gyan, i answer my phone in the shower okay then .. bye.
HAHA it was really kind of an awkward conversation. then after that, ashley came and we ate in the room. just me ashley and dimple (: haha. then i go down stairs to tell errbody about the awkward convo and we all hear dimple laughing upstairs and im like 'oh yeah, ashley is here' and elven said 'oh okay, i thought she was laughing alone' HAHAHA! so ashley comes down, and we all chill downstairs. i go upstairs again with dimple cause kuya gino and ate benn had to go to work(LOL we spend alot of time together) then my phone rings and i say "I bet its Gyan" so i run to the front door and dimple is like 'i wanna come too!' and we look, its gyan THEN i answer it and we say hi to his parents and stuff and he comes in .. with his flip flops. HAHA we lead him downstairs and we go back upstairs to eat more. so we all start talking about random things. Ashely was like "i like your socks" and im like "huh.. *look at my socks*" and then i look at her, she looks at her socks .. and we have the same socks, just in different colors! HAHAHAHA well not gonna say anything else in particular, just cause of confidentiality. cause im cool like that. then yvanne calls dimple and i answer it.
"dimple limuaco's phone"
"dimple?"
"no...."
"arjaaah?"
*silence*
"do you know how much i've been through?! i've seen some rapers ..." (she goes on.. but i hear dimple laughing)
hahaha! you can hear her from outside the door!
then she comes in .. i hide underneath the table wanting to scare yvanne by grabbing her legs. so she walks in talking to gyan and thames cause they opened the door for her.
yvanne! i saved a special seat for you
aww thanks nelsa!
*she goes on talking to everyone and NOT sitting on the chair im sitting on the ground for like 5 mins and i just wanted her to sit down, is that hard to do? hahah! so i reach over*
ah ah ah! arjaaah
she was there?!
i thought she left the room
she wanted to scare you, but you were standing there for like, ever.
so this was her spot, nelsa, i thought you saved it special for me, and now im .. awwww..
and everything yvanne said was super fast .. she was telling stories about her biking adventures. ITS HILARIOUS. hahaha! like .. it was so fast .. i barely got any of it, i was mainly watching her actions as she spoke. maan yvanne, you're so cool 8) hahah after her stories of her adventures, elven had to leave to go to work. so we all said our good byes. then we chilled there and we were wondering about the phrases like .. when you ask a question the pitch goes up, so what if it went down and we experimented LOL. after that random thing we headed downstairs and we talked about gabe .. I LOVE HIM! then after that ashley had to leave to go with her family to places. then we just chilled .. i played guitar and randomly started playing faber drive - tongue tied, and yvanne was like 'this is the song where i found out you could sing' and then i started telling him how i after i made that cover, people forced me to join the talent show. after that i played 'it ends' and im like 'thamie you know this song right?" and shes like "yeah" and gyan was like 'i like that song too' and im like 'you took that song from me' and hes like 'did i?' and i just started playing .. dimple and yvanne were saying how good it sounds, like its a song you can fall asleep too. and i started singing it and gyan was doing the extra things.. like echo's and harmonies and things. except he couldnt get the harmony. LOL but even though we crashed and burned dimple was like 'you guys should make a cover!' .. i think we should. CHYEAAAH MAAN. haha then after that .. we sang songs .. yvanne had to go home to see her father and stuff and get ready for her performance (i hope it went well .. but when yvanne performs .. i KNOW it went GREAT :D) so we said our goodbyes, once again. then gyan was playing sonic, thamie was on her itouch, and me and dimple were finding a way to watch tv. then i fixed it .. but we were searching for the mts remote. then i found it under a pillow after looking for it for 5 mins with dimple .. while thamie and gyan are preoccipied with something else. LOL mean children. then they had to go to work, thame's last day .. gyan is all like 'i wanna come back after my shift .. but i wanna work with thamie' he just kept randomly saying things like that until he finally left. haha
me and dimple were left in the house just .. hanging .. watching some CSI, waiting for people to arrive. i like spending time with dimple, even if its kinda awkward. HAHA its not really awkward. but .. yeah . i just thought i'd say that (: during that time period together, i downloaded some music for her and we were hoping kuya jeff would bring inkhart. but he came .. AND HE DIDN'T ): so sad, we were looking forward to it. LOL so he came .. we started talking about random things like what happened today and stuff. then i get a phone call it was kuya gino hes like;
di, are you still there?
yeah, why?
im coming there, so can you open the door?
okay, front or back?
uh, lets say back.
okay then, bye.
LOL i just noticed we get straight to the point each line of our conversation. we so coo, being productive each time 8) but yeah .. i checked the door and he wasnt there .. i was like 'DID HE LIE?' and jeff said 'maybe he said he wasnt gonna be there now' but he didn't say soon!' hahah im cool, you know it. so kuya gino walks in and im like 'why are you here?' (no attitude intended, but he said he wasn't gonna come back, haha) and then he was like "the orientation finished early and i didnt wanna stay there until 7:45. note that it was about 6 at the time. then we talked, and then we found out that kuya gino jams to his ring tone like me. HAHA we so coo, i know errbody's jealous (: then it was his mom picking him up. so me dimple and jeff were thinking of things to do .. since HE DIDNT BRING INKHART .. hahah jk jeff .. but anyways .. jeff was talking about this twitbubble of somesort. its a video twitter. haha freaking dimple "does it have to be 140 characters or less?" "no .. i think theres a limit of seconds .." HAHA .. note that they have different colors, but they were both wearing brown .. so yeah. dimple gets brown, cause she DIDNT FORGET INKHART .. haha jk , AGAIN :P so we decide to watch 27 dresses. jeff is totally into the movie .. cause everytime i make a comment towards him .. or if dimple is asking him things .. he just stares mindlessly at the tv. there was a line about liquid courage and i called him, but he didnt look. LOL it was really funny. then yeah .. we enjoyed the movie .. and then i had to leave, and jeff went to watch yvanne at folklarama (:
MAAAN THIS IS A LOT OF THINGS .. but its worth it. im tired as a mofo, forgive me if i forget somethings, im only human .. AND IM TIRED so GOODNIGHT
FUTURE PAMILIA GOALS
road trip
camping
kenora .. SUNSET!
Peace and Love,
arjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
P.S you're crazy if you actually read it all. this is just some kind of .. life scribe for me (:
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Starlit Nights.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 1:07 AM /
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SUPPOSEBLY meteor shower tonight, I saw a couple. but I was looking for those kinda in the movies. haha. maybe it's just not for me to night. I have my whole life ahead of me to watch another one (: WOW am I ever optimistic tonight! I guess I just feel good. I don't know why. It's cool, I re-arranged my room today, so my desk is right underneath the window. That's really the only thing that I moved. I just swtiched the postitions of my piano and desk. Right now I'm staring at the moon, It's funny.. cause I like the thought that we're looking at it together. Cheesy, right? but it makes me feel good. and its summer, where nothing should bring you down. Too bad summer is coming to an end. I enjoyed this summer. I just wish some people didn't have work ): I'd like to hang out more with you guys. But .. that's life. We're still gonna be friends no matter what. So it's all graaaavy (: There's still alot of people that I HAVEN'T hung out with yet, and I'm sorry for my laziness. URGH, so sad. MAKE PLANS HURRY. Cause I miss you guys. I HOPE you know who you are.
so my day was blah as usual. I woke up with the A/C on. So it was pretty cold. I got a new ringtone for my phone, I hope I'll recognize it. cause sometimes I don't answer it unless I know whos calling. Oh woe is me. I don't have caller ID anymore. and since my RAZR broke, I don't have custom ring tones for people .. now .. I can't automatically smile when he texts/calls me ): so sad. But its okay.
aw, so "imagine" just played. The one sung by DMCchill. I'm like .. their number one fan! haha. I love their music. Ice's is cool too, but when you practice them over and over, it kinda gets boring. haha. Aw, school's not gonna be the same. almost 90% of people that I hang out with just graduated. ): but theres always room for more in my heart (: no one can replace you guys though. LOL
this is getting TOO cheesy. I'll blog later .. maybe.
Peace OUUT SUCKAAAZ (:
arjaaah
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
A Dream is A Wish Your Heart Makes.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 4:50 AM /
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Blah day. I finally got a blog app on my itouch.
I need you.
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Love Sick,
Sunday, August 9, 2009 2:21 AM /
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I'm watching the new episode of JONAS. I like the song (:
but, I've been getting the biggest headaches ever.. I don't know why. But I've been coping with this for like .. the past couple of weeks. maybe its my terrible sleeping schedule. I 've been hanging out w/ my family so much lately. Today, as in Sunday, we're gonna go out .. but IM GOOD MONDAY, unless movie monday w/ gyan and others (others cause it changes from time to time) but apparently its on thursday. i dunno what im doing tuesday or wednesday. Friday hanging out w/ the pamilya (: i miss them. I hope its ERRRRRRRRRBODY this time. They're great in groups but we're AWESOME ALL TOGETHER (: hahaha. just thought I'd tell you that. you guys make me happy.
kso, I like the show sonny with a chance. (: I'm tired now .. FINALLY.
peace out suckaaaazzz!,
arjaaah (:
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Lonely.
Saturday, August 8, 2009 6:38 AM /
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its 630. how come im not asleep you may ask? its very simple m'dear... actually its not. i dont even know why im doing this. i should be sleeping my dreams away. so many things have been running through my mind since i've awoken. maybe i SHOULD stay awake .. to make my schedule the same as before. but whatevs.
i feel like im being torn in two. please help me.
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
One Word.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 1:05 AM /
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kso, nothing really happened that was majorly interesting. I just wanna talk about random things. Lately I've had a lot of time to do many things. I've recently just started a book that belonged to my older sister. It's a book that talks about the teachings in the bible. It's very interesting. It gives you things to think about. and It gives you direct scriptures from the bible to back up the evidence. anyways, the title of the book is "The Utmost for His Highest" its by Oswald Chambers.
this leads me to my next point. I'd really like to join the kfc kids core. Everyone seems to have the time of their lives. I really wanna be apart of that. But I don't even know, like .. DMCI won't have a HSB president next year. It's most likely me, because I'm the most active HSB member in the school. theres only like 5 people anyways. but now its 4 cause Ate Christine graduated. ): i really loved her, I wish she could stay longer. But she has her whole life ahead of herself. and shes gonna be in Campus next year. So im glad she's going to bigger and better things. the only other HSB people are me, Jan, Julian, and Jill. HEY IM THE ONLY ONE WITH "A". haha anyways .. but yeah .. i never see them at events. I made Jan go to RYC. but i had to force him. the only other members in YFC are Gyan, Ate Karen, Rainer, Nelli, Arveen, and then theres a bunch of people from other cecil that are in YFC coming to DMCI. I'm not ready for this. I don't know what I wanna do. Is this God giving me an opportunity for me to go serve in KFC? I'd gladly do it, but I feel that my duty is to HSB in DMCI. I feel so commited to it. But I'm not even sure I will be president. But I'd gladly accept the position. I want to find ways to serve God through students in my high school. But serving with the Kid's core will bring out my inner child within me and give me the excitement of getting children to love Him as much as I do. If I could do both, I totally would. I need answers. I just need to pray. Pray hard. And hope that I get the answer before the R.O.C.K training. I'm dehydrating myself crying, I need an answer. please.
K.. i left this window open for a while now. I'm good now. I wanna talk about something else, to keep myself from thinking about it. KSO i've been watching alot of disney channel. I've developed my favorite male and female characters in my favorite shows. I shall explain it now.
Wizards of Waverly Place:
Justin Russo (David Henrie), is my favorite male character in this show. He is smart, well built, AND he plays a mean guitar! (: and I like him in the episode where Alex was about to lose her powers, but he told the guy that Alex made her a better wizard, and that if she lost her powers he wouldn't be the same. That shows how much of a nice, caring guy Justin is.
Alex Russo (Selena Gomez), I like her because, shes really pretty. LOL and she's kinda like me .. key word KINDA, i don't do most things she would do. but I know that she has her head on straight, she just refuses to show that she does.
**Max Russo (Jake T. Austin), hes really funny too. hes just dumb. HAHA
JONAS:
Nick Lucas (Nick Jonas), he's the smart one of the three. and .. HES A JONAS BROTHER. whats not to like? (:
Macy Misa (Nicole Anderson), I think this girl is really pretty, but the show makes her look really bad. but I still like her!
Suite Life On Deck:
Cody Martin (Cole Sprouse), I ALWAYS LIKED HIM, ever since suite life of zack and cody. He was always my favorite. hes so cute. AND hes smart. he can kinda sing. like in that baking episode. hahaha (:
London Tipton (Brenda Song), she may seem dim-witted and spoiled. but in most episodes she learns. I think she was cuter in the beginning suite life of zack and cody episodes, her and her bob (the haircut, not the guy LOL)
Sonny With A Chance:
Chad Dylan Cooper (Sterling Knight), I really didn't like him at first. Cause of the role he played in Hannah Montana as Lilly's two timing boyfriend. He's still jerky in this show. but I just think hes cute when hes nice. I guess being a jerk is a good thing for him. Cause in jerks, it just makes it so much better when you see their good side, cause you know it, at least, exsits.
Tawni Hart (Tiffany Thorton), same thing as Chad Dylan Cooper. but I think shes hilarious, especially in the episode where Sonny has an interview and they made her look like a crazy diva. Sonny was like "cover me" and Tawni was all like "Eat carbs you animals" *throws mini loafs of bread* and when Sonny gets hit with bread she was like "I thought you were gonna cover me!" to Tawni and shes like "STOP YELLING AT ME!" and throws bread at Sonny. HAAHA so hilarious.
** I also like Nico Harris (Brandon Mychal Smith), hes cute. HAHA
Hannah Montana:
Oliver Oken (Michell Musso), I'm following him on twitter right now. HAHA but i think hes really nice. (: and he was always one of the most funny people in the show. Miley just trys too hard to be funny.
Lilly Truscott (Emily Osment), yes, i know they're going out. i think its cute, but sad for me. I CANT HAVE HIM. haha jk. but I like how lilly is so faithful to Miley. I think shes so much better with Miley then her actual best friend, Mandy.
** Thor, I know he isnt an actual MAIN character, but hes cool, just thought i'd say him here. LOL
Cory in the House:
Newt Livingston (Jason Dolley) I FREAKING LOVE HIM, he plays the guitar so realisticly, too bad he really doesnt know how to. haha
Sophie Martinez (Madison Pettit) shes cool! she gives a good name to short people (: hahaha! cause shes very commited to things that she does.
I think im good now. I'll blog again later. I've been bloging for about two hours already.
Peace, Love & God Bless,
ardiasarao
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 7:01 PM /
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ten things i wish i could say to ten different people :
- "I never see you anymore"
- "are you seriously doing this to me?!"
- "come back home."
- "sometimes I wish it really was"
- "I want to write you a song"
- "I miss you guys"
- "get out of my life, I thought I left you back in the past."
- "I'm scared for next year"
- "you've changed"
- "I'm in like with you."
nine things about myself :
- I have a really good memory, but also makes it hard to forget.
- My room is pink
- God is my outlet.
- I like crafty things
- I have a nephew, whom I love with all my heart (:
- I've recently began to get addicted to the shows House M.D and Degrassi again.
- I watch a lot of anime, but mainly bleach.
- I collect bears
- I like to bake
eight ways to win my heart :
- serenade me, i'll love you forever.
- be musically inclined. sorry, my expectations are high. HAHA
- Love God as much as I do! (:
- make me feel wanted, treat me well. I'll do the same to you
- make jokes here and there. I like a guy with a sense of humor
- this is low, but I like how certain guys dress && look like. he needs to be hygienic
- don't be someone you think i'll like. be yourself, maybe i'll like you more.
- add these all together = DREAM GUY. (:
seven things that cross my mind a lot :
- "i wonder what hes doing right now"
- "whats on t.v?"
- "im hungry .. maybe i should stop eating too much"
- "my cats are fat"
- "where did I put my laptop?"
- "i wonder what im gonna do this week"
- "i want an adventure"
- "maybe i want to bake *insert food item here* "
six things i do before falling asleep (as it comes to mind) :
- brush my teeth
- wash my face
- check my facebook
- read a book
- say my prayers
- get comfortable
five people who mean a lot (as it comes to mind) :
- my laaadies. we've been together for so long already. I'm glad that I can still have you guys in my life, despite the changes in life. though others keep me who I am, you guys MADE me who I am.
- pamilia. you make my days go better. out of everyone i could find at school. I found you guys. I couldn't be any happier. I can totally be myself around you guys. no one else comes close (:
- YFC bros & braaas. you make my faith grow each and every time i have a conversation with you guys. I love worshiping God with you guys. you rock!
- Family. when the whole world shuts me out. I know I'll always have you guys to go to.
- God. You are the one who I constantly talk to whenever. If I'm bored at home doing nothing, I know I can talk to you and you'll always listen.
four things you’re wearing right now :
- tank top
- shorts
- socks
- headband
- hairtie
three songs that you listen to often :
- "I Live For You" by True Vibe
- "Beautiful" by Bethany Dillon
- "Statue" by Lil Eddie
two things you want to do before you die :
- get married.
- finish high school (:
one confession :
- I'm in like with you.
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Fight For Love.
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yaaay. new usual, movie mondays! (: hopefully it will stay. it's been good for this week and last week. haha. the only actual usuals are me and gyan. LOL last week we were with casey, and this week we were with marjo and jerica! (: We watched funny people. its a pretty good movie .. but after the first 2 hours .. its gets boring. ITS SO FREAKING LONG! hahah! but its all good. Heres a quote from the movie that i liked ..
"Underneath anger is hurt and underneath hurt is love"
let me explain try to explain this.. in the movie situation, was that this guy was being cheated on, thus came that quote, he found the silver lining of this situation. in other words, the bright side. kso, it actually speaks for itsself. he was only angry because he was hurt by what she has done to him. but he realized that he was only hurt because he truely loved her.
aw, i hope that one day, i find someone that i can argue with, but have him still love me (:
so im listening to Elliott Yamin's album "Fight For Love" its really good. I really like Elliott Yamin. his lyrics are so heartfelt. and his voice .. "is the sound of a girls heart melting" LOL that was arjel's comment when he sang at the brandon jazz festival. ARJEL, get back in my life, loser! haha! k anyways, i love Elliott Yamin. LOL
k i havent been blogging as usual as i wanted to, but sometimes i just get too lazy to blog, or theres actually nothing to blog about. I like to speak my mind in my blogs. but i think before i post, and sometimes i dont want people to know what im feeling. im bottled up like that. sorry to end on a bad note. but yeah, im gonna continue doing what im doing. so yeah..
Peace, Love & God Bless .. and everything in between.
ardiasarao.
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
F.U.N.
Saturday, August 1, 2009 3:36 AM /
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yee yuhhhh hung out w/ the ladies todaay! i freaking missed you guys like maaad! holy crap.
kso i woke up late, as usual, then murt texted me and then i got ready to go to max's house! so i got there and i brought foood! (: the first thing i did was play 'sausage'. its like .. a game where someone asks you any type of question, and you have to say 'sausages' as the answer without smiling or laughing. HAHA i made moneck laugh with the question ' whats that fat part behind a bald guys head called?' HAHAHA im so goood! i freaking looove it. OMG then marjo and cjay came. monique and cjay thought my hair wasn't real cause it was so long .. AND THEY STARTED PULLING IT ): freaking losers. hahahaha! then i went on a MACBOOK. i freaking love those SO FUN! then took picture w/ murt and marjo. then i went up stairs, and too MORE pictures w/ murt, cjay and marjo in max's room .. then MORE pictures in the big mac. HAHA big mac, LOL anyways .. hilarious. but i like how i look like in some pictures. (: LOL camera whore much?:P then we ordered pizza, aw poor max errbody was giving her orders all at once. but she got it, dawwwwwwwwwg she's sharp (: then after that we just waited 'patiently' for the pizza. once it came, me cjay and marjo attacked it. HAHAHA then i didnt know that you can order chocolate milk from pizza hotline. THEY'RE MY NEW FAVORITE. yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah maaaaaaaaaaaaaan. so when we got the pizza me and cjay casually sat at the table with the pizza, just eating .. protecting 'our' drinks. (they're 'our' drinks cause we asked for max to order it LOL) then cjay kept asked 'are you guys gonna eat this?' and i was like 'you don't have to eat ... if you dont want to' HAHAHA we're freaking cool, i know your jealous. then cjay spit in my hair. HAHAHA you're sucha looooser! then we were 'protecting' our drinks. LOL murts like 'can you pour me some chocolate milk?' cjay's like 'i dont know, its not my drink you have to ask her' HAHAAH frick we're so cool. moneck had to leave cause of folklarama practice then max had to go to the hospital cause of wes. i hope you get better wes! (: so .. she left her pizza there. but she gave it to johnny. so she was gone. haha then johnny's friend came over, robert, and they have a 'band' that started last week. hahah they're pretty good! but we wanted to have a 'band' of our own. so jubs yelled 'JOHNNY! WE WANNA PLAY ROCK BAND" oh yeah, did i tell you that johnny's been using a french accent the WHOLE time i was there? its hilarious! but anyways .. he comes up with his accent and goes like 'man ze women zey cannot do ze tings for zemselves' HAHA so we got that set up, and i sang dead on arrival, holy crap it felt good to sing (: and i like being praised for my singer lungs (: yeaaaah maaan! (: then johnny and robert come up from the basement and start playing with us. haha. then murt had to go ): then we played the sausages game again. me and johnny ROCK! yeaaaah maaan! hahaha "what did my sausage taste like in your mouth?" that was the one that got me .. THEN i got johnny by the exact question right when we started and we laughed so hard .. so i went up .. and johnny was gonna ask me things .. and OMG i couldnt stop laughing .. me and johnny were laughing for a good 5 mins! hahaha . then max and johnny made a music video. awwwwuh so cute (: but awwwwuh .. after that i had to leave ): then now im here. boooo i wish i could sleepover like jubs and ceeej.
F is for friends who do stuff together
U is for you and me [and you and you and you (:]
N is for aNywhere and aNytime at all .
i freaking love you guys, im glad i came today, MORE HANGOUTS!
PAAAAAMILIYA I MISS YOU! picnic .. soon, summer is almost ending! ):
Love you guys looots!,
ardiasarao.
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freaking home wrecker. get out of my LIFE, get out of MY friends lives, you should have your OWN friends. STOP talking to them. STOP making plans with them. STOP stealing my phrases. I BET you didn't know i knew. BUT I DO. so freaking get out of here. I HATE YOU. I'm wanna punch you the FUCK out.
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥