Never Say Goodbye.
Sunday, May 31, 2009 11:46 PM /
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"And now that you're here I
Never wanna say goodbye love
Never wanna be without you
No more crying, no denyin'
I'm in love with you
And now that you're here I
I never wanna say goodbye love"
-jojo
should be studying, but i just woke up .. again, i've only been awake for 6 hours today. how sad, my sickness is getting the best of me. maybe i'll just not do to first period tomorrow to study for chemistry, and probably do some english homework. man this is so hard. daaang.
dont leave me..
Love,
arjaaah
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
"Is this where it ends
Why couldn't I give in
'Til I find you back with me
Beneath our walls is chemistry
And if it weren't for yesterday
Would you still believe in me
I'm begging for your reasoning
Did you love me anyway
If it weren't for yesterday
Would you still believe in me
Doesn't she fail
Doesn't she falter
When I'm not around
She make me feel like falling down
Doesn't she fail or falter
When she calls my name
And I'm not there to ease the pain"
-Teddy Geiger
something i should be studying for, but im too lazy at the moment, and my head is hurting. as if im sick, and ice's LAST performance is on wednesday. LAST DMCice performance with elven, ate benn, angela, and dimple. I don't want this to end. seriously. Please, i'm praying with all my heart to make time go a little bit more slower, so this year wont end so quickly. please, i dont want everyone to leave me .. i just got close with them this year. why do they have to go so fast? )': im praying, Lord God, i really am.
Love,
didi
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Perfect.
Saturday, May 30, 2009 9:14 PM /
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"And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me "
-simple plan
kaay seriously, i know im not gonna end up like some people, im doing pretty well in school, i've done better, but im not failing. school is getting harder, work is piling up, activites are going on, i wanna remain active in yfc. I always have my faith, but YFC makes me remember how much he loves me. my activities are something that gets me busy, you seriously cant make up your mind, in the summer i had nothing to do, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, and you're like 'why dont you hang out with your friends instead of staying home and playing video games' NOW im doing something about it, why is that so hard to understand? and being a teenager means i need more sleep, thus not enough time to do things, i know school is one of the first priorites, but somedays, its just too much. school IS GETTING SO MUCH harder! and i can't help it if im not doing that good in school anymore. i never had to work for my marks like this before.
urrrghh, to do list, THIS WEEK ONLY:
- study for chem test on monday
- character sketch
- cluster G.A on monday
- Take note
- Honor choir practice/recording
- Geo test
- Vocal jazz, singing Gota .. the siickest song .. if you do it right
- parties
.. EPIC FAIL, i wouldnt be this stressed if you would just let me be me. urgh, i need to study.
Love,
ardiacandicesarao
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Thats what you get.
8:13 PM /
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"I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard"
-- Paramore
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. this is so hard. especially the fact that its practically unrequited. Its so hard to NOT want to, but its hard enough not to even think about you. I'm praying for a better day but ..
Thats what you get when you let your heart win.
can you guys figure out which two words were taboo?
Love,
diiiiasarao
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
"Is there such a thing called love?
Cause right now I feel like im in love,
with a stranger.
Is there such a thing called love?
when im falling in love with you.."
-J diggz ft. George Nozuka
"you pumpernickle!"
"oh snackerdackers" (right gyan? hahah)
kenora day 2:
fell asleep around 12:30 because i was scaring thamie and dimple. LOL pretty funaaaay. then 5 o'clock thamie got a phone call and she woke me up and we went to 'mount zion' to watch the sunset w/ kuya lorenz, kuya gino, Kuya perniel, yvanne, and gyan. It was so prettyful! the sun went up so fast! like .. it wanted to come up for us! hahaha! then at around 5:45, when we were done taking pictures and stuff so we went to down 'mount zion' and went to mcdonalds, AND WE SAW A DEER .. ON THE ROAD! then kuya lorenz was being a papratzi on it. hahaha! when we got there gyan bought me hot chocolate and hashbrowns, and we were all looking at how cool the lids were, video tutorial coming soon .. on my facebook! hahahaha! and we talked about the most random things in the world, like seriously. then we headed off for the hotel, and we went to the guys room, cause our roommates were sleeping, and we didnt wanna wake them. we were ABOUT to sleep, then we didnt. cause everyone just kept talking. so so so so so SO fun! haha then i fell asleep for like .. 10 minutes cause kuya gino was lying his head down on my back, and it was pretty comfortable.. thus me falling asleep. then we had breakfast, and we kinda didnt even eat because we were already full from the mcdonalds. so we packed and stuff, and got ready .. and went to the mall, did i mention the fact that mr.hemmerling is kind of a MEANIE BO-BEANIE! .. cause he is. hahaha im just gonna say that, and i'll make my self remember what its for, for future reference. xD aaaanyways .. it was time for SHOPPING! bought three pairs of glasses, a shirt, and a hat. plus the whole bunch of food that we got, we went to a chinese food store .. what are the odds? the ONLY chinese kid, in the school that we performed at, had the family that owned that restaurant. OH and totally off topic .. but its kinda sad, our last choir performance at a ELEMENTARY school that doesnt even appriciate the technicalities of what we sing, they only care about the songs. booo. ANYWAYS about the restaurant, yeah .. theres nothing really to say, we got our food, and the end. haha, BUT we went on the bus .. so we could meet up for lunch .. which is gay, cause we just ate lunch. so .. we just chilled in the bus for a good hour, but we went to the Zellers-mall kinda thing just to go to the washroom. hahaha. then we headed for the beach. SO DAMN COLD! you have no idea! there was so much activities going on though. football, kite flying, volleyball, ATTEMPTED swimming, playing on the structure, just hanging out, AND a bunch of us burried daniel and elven in sand. we gave them boobs, and elven male gonads. hahaha Daniel "what do you wanna be? a mermaid?" "no, a merdike" HAHAHA! so i hung out with rainer, catherine, nelli, arjel, casey and maryrose a good chunk of the time at the beach, we just sat there and hung out. and then i went to the water with jewelry, gyan, kuya lorenz, and yvanne. then rina came along, and we (we as in rina, me and gyan) had a contest, who could put our feet in the water the longest, cause it felt like .. your feet is gonna get hypothermia if you just put it in there, its craaaazy! hahaha. so .. OF COURSE, i won ... HAHA jk .. about the jk part xD. and yeah, we left the beach an hour later .. and ate ''supper" which i didnt even do, cause i was still full from the chinese food. and the bus ride home, was kinda a blur, cause I was sleeping the majority of the time, and the time i was awake .. i was eating "diabetes in a bag", thats what james and alanna call it. HAHA its just a BIG bag of billions of grams of sugar like keys, gummy worms, chocolate covered raisins, candy lego (YES lego!), it was so crazy .. its like heaven. hahahaha jk jk, God is where the only heaven is! <3>
.. and now im here, tired and alone in my room. just thought i should blog before i forget everything about the trip. i loooved it! .. sometimes i wish i could stop time, to hang out with you guys more .. cause some of you guys .. its your last year ): im gonna miss you guys lots!
Love,
Didi
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Next to you.
Friday, May 29, 2009 11:33 PM /
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gotta get next to you.
you're blind.
Love,
ardiasarao
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Please Be Mine.
10:21 PM /
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"I can't stop the rain from falling,
I can't stop my heart from calling you,
calling you
I can't stop the rain.."
-Rina Yso, Yvanne Dandan, Ardia Sarao (O.G Jonas Brothers)
KENORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA lalaloooving it!! so much happenings in one day. I want this to last a week, not over night. i having the time of my life w/ everyone! <3>
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Unpack.
Thursday, May 28, 2009 10:30 PM /
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"Take my love with you in a duffel bag
in a duffel bad, suga
Take my love with you i dont need it back,
woahohohoh
I know you have all you need,
but because you lack me
i will wait for you to come back
and unpack"
-gabe bondoc.
this has nothing to do with how i feel right now, like IM TOTALLY EXCITED for tomorrow and im still trying to pack. i cant decide on what im gonna wear, i have my swimming things totally ready. its gonna be FUN FUN FUN! yaaay, i cant wait for the beach, and for everything else! boo, rina and kuya perniel might not even bring their laptops, and no ustream. BOOOO, k-js! you suuck monkey balls! hahaha! but yeah, its gonna be fuuun, we're gonna totally have a junk food party in the bus w/ the pamilia! yaaay i loove them!
maybe i should continue packing .. hmm .. i shall .. ttyl (:
BTW; i miss camp revelation SO MUCH! chill soon! service team victory party soon! yaay!
Love ALWAYS,
ardiasarao
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Perfect Fan.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 10:01 PM /
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"It takes a lot to know what is love
Its not the big things, but the little things
That can mean enough
A lot of prayers to get me through
And there is never a day that passes by
I dont think of you
You were always there for me
Pushing me and guiding me
Always to succeed"
-backstreet boys
'cause mom you always were the perfect fan. [8] happy birthdaay mommers! :D i lalalooove you <3>
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Second chance.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 8:52 PM /
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"So it’s with everything I am
I reach out for Your hand
The hope for change
The second chance I’ve gained"
-- Hillsong
awwwuh, counterpart, i miss you! this was your song!!
seriously, this is going on too far. i said no already, but i don't think you understand what that means. Like, really. you're so annoying, i can't forgive you for what you did yesterday. no one does that to my friends and gets a way with it, let alone think you're still my friend. seriously you need to think it over before speaking.
aaanyways, i 've got so much homework, but i spent the majority of my time at home sleeping. TODAY, i went home straight at 330! its like .. the first time in like .. 4 years, major change. I miss the musical, i miss chamber choir, i miss ... you .. LOL anywhoo, yeah, coming home early was sucha change, because theres usually people to hang out with, but they all have something going on. booo.
so much to handle in the next couple of months. i cant even list them.
EXAMS ARE COMING UP!
ohhh ohh ohh!! &&&
VOTE PRAISIA FOR PRESIDENT! (:
i'll lalalooove you if you dooo! but if you dont, i'll love you .. just not as much as if you do.
Lalalooove,
ardiasarao
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Now That You're Near.
Monday, May 25, 2009 9:08 PM /
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" Hold me in your arms never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with you"
- Hillsong
Ladahdah .. pretty good day .. same old same old. First period was buunk, just watched a movie about things, tomorrow we're getting a quiz. second period, with the 'second period crew' same old, third period watched romeo and juliet, the one with leonardo dicaprio! <3>
after that, we went to bus to jeffs house, what an adventure that was. we stopped at giant tiger, and just looked around, i cant spend any more money, or i'll totally die. LOL then after that we took the bus to jeffs. We got to jeff's house and ate praisia and people were baking cookies. mMmMmM
VOTE PRAISIA REYES FOR PRESIDENT!
LOL anyways ... uhm we got downstairs and attacked kuya vincents room. hahaha! hilarious! and we all started to sing kareoke! yaaaay totally asian chillage! Then I played with Nicole so much! cause she likes me! and its apparenly a surprise to everyone cause .. she usually is scared of new people! but not meee! yaaay! then gyan came and i told him that she likes me and gyan was like "WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH?!" hahahaha its cause she loves me moooore. LOL jk. so much fun so little time. too bad i couldnt stay for movie night .. parents are kinda .. over protective.
booo im so tired, but i still have so much to do;
- geo q&a
- english (that one assignment i STILL didnt hand in)
- chem, that lab, i have to read it carefully.
- vocal jazz, i need to get the song im gonna sing, and i need to practice my NOT overly dont dipthongs.
- band, first suite. SO DAMN HARD.. level 5 music .. when we're a level 3 band.
- find time to sleep more..
maybe i'll just do my geo when i wake up tomorrow. or .. i'll sleep in. FAIL! booo.
but overall ,today was fun, I wish i could hang out with them more often!
Even if i don't show it, I really do like you.
Love,
ardiasarao
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You.
12:23 AM /
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"Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent...
A little more time
On you..."
-- Nsync
AHHH! (: i just used skype for the firs time! so siiick! i lalalooove it, I suggest everyone else to get one! yaay! (: speaking with them made me feel so much better then before. But theres many events that have happened after i published my last post. Jerica, marjo and casey came over to just hang out; and how i missed them so. Marjo and jerica took my clothes. hahaha! well .. jerica searched through my rack thing and found a cookie monster shirt, and marjo took a half cardigan thing. but yeah, we just chilled .. ate food blahblahblah . fun times fun times!
ahhh .. tired now, i'll just post something else later. Praise God! (:
Love,
ardiasarao
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
I Live For You
Sunday, May 24, 2009 9:09 PM /
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"I was lost in darkness
Never knowing where to turn
I thought I had all the answers
But I have so much to learn"
-- True Vibe
I need the Lord with me more then ever right now. I feel so lost right now, I can't find my way through this darkness. My heart feels torn in two, and the other half still is holding on. Lord God, keep my heart from aching. I'm praying for a better day. I know I should be doing my homework right now, But I can't concentrate.
As if you can't see it. Seriously. Its been what? almost 10 months. Are all boys like hint illiterate? or something? everyone sees it, but not you. or you just don't wanna see it. I dont know. This is tearing me apart.
Love, who loves you,
ardiasarao
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Note to God.
11:41 AM /
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"Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on"
- Jojo
thats just a song that i've recently become in love with.
yesterday I hung out with a bunch of people lets just say ... camp revelation minus jessica, patrick, c.cs. claurence, john, nathaniel, nestor, and ruth, BUT ADD kuya kersey, marydel, justin, josh, james, and ate ariel. I saw cjay and cash at the movies, and i ran up to hug them and I told them that i missed them .. and they asked "who are you here with?" i was like "just some of my other friends" and thats when I noticed I have three groups of friends, my straight up friends, the ones grown to be comfortable with and they're really good friends. Then theres the pamilia, a group of friends that ARE like family to me, like .. im super comfortable with them and I know they love me like family too, im one of the youngest anyways. then theres my yfc family, though I haven't been in the community for even a year yet, I feel that i'm really apart of the yfc family, because we are all brothers and sisters in Christ. Its funny how theres only one person that fits into all three categories.
But back onto my summary of my day. yesterday was so fun, and kinda funny, because of the fact we couldnt wait to see eachother, and its only been a week. yaay, im gonna sign people's walls in a bit, like the camp revelation participants, because they've been official members for a week! sweeeet. but yeah .. yesterday we started off with just walking around the mall, then me and bryson were complaining on how hungry we were, so we were just making everyone to to sushi train, it worked. but kenny, marydel, kirsten and tobie took the car, but the walkers (me, kaleyah, averyll, bryson, malorie, christelle, and hazell) beat him there. LOL we were so loud in sushi train! then kenny was like "hey guys! hey guys! listen .... its silence isnt it nice?" HAAHAH then we did our weirdness there. after that we went to silver, but then we were gonna watch dance flick, but once we got there, it already started 10 minutes before we got there, and people wanted to go, but i was like 'BUT I LIKE WATCHING THE PREVIEWS!" so .. we didnt do anything, so marydel had to go to a kfc meeting, and kenny didnt wanna come back alone, so averyll, me, and christelle tagged along. its funny how kenny could be so nice one minute, and like go all creeper the second .. like .. hes all concentrated on his driving .. then starts to stare at someone in the car next to him .. and we're all like "STOP STARING KENNY!" and kenny 'scares' us in his car just because we're noobs. once we got back, everyone was still at silver, then we all decided to go to polo to just bop, though we had money. the girls and guys broke into groups, cause the guys went to get some things. we all needed to go to the washroom, and being girls .. we all went together .. thus the washroom pictures. HAHAHA then .. when we got out .. we were like " i wonder where the brothers went.. HEY LOOK" and it seemed that they went to the washroom together too! HAHAHAHA. hilarious. then i hear kuya kersey saying "we walk out and you hear 'HEY LOOK' thats kinda creeper" but thats like .. the biggest coincidence ever. LOL then everything was closing .. so we took the 'sky path' to silver. and kuya kersey was dancing .. and almost hit a parked car, LOL how dumb. so when we got to silver it was six o'clock. and we all bought tickets to terminator salvation, we got into the theater so early, so we were all waiting for like .. an hour in the theater, i bought food and .. kuya kersey just ate my tcby thing, fail. hahaha. well yeah, the movie was pretty good .. well i think it was .. me and hazell had fun! hahaha! i hear justin going "URGH" or like "WHAT THE F...." hahaha there were moments in the movie like that. hilarious. after that we car pooled to kenny's humble abode. i thought we were gonna watch a movie there, but everyone wanted to watch the UFC 98 ,, whatever that is. after a while .. we just started to tell stories about camp gounds and stuff. YO MAN THATS SO SCARY! like seriously .. we ended up spending almost the whole time there telling stories. we were scaring kenny, because he was gonna be home alone when we all left. when the majority of the people left, the only people left were me, marydel, josh and hazell, and we were still telling stories. and .. i was scared! and kenny's house is REALLY big, and i wanted some juice, then kenny was too scared to get it .. and if HE was scared of HIS OWN house, how do you think i would feel? like seriously.hahaha so we all went up, and then .. the washroom near kenny's room was open .. and we were scared .. i was gonna close it .. but i got scared. LOL we were about to go down ,. BUT I STILL DIDNT GET MY JUICE! so .. we went slowly into the kitchen .. man i love kenny's house. hahaha, theres couches in the kitchen. hahaha! but yeah .. i finally got my juice and we went back downstairs. then .. we freaked out . .cause we heard the door open .. and we kinda hid, but it was kenny's parents and we were all like 'yaay! we're safe! we have parents with us now! and kenny doesnt have to be scared!" hahahaha. then yeah ..we left and that was the end of a pretty good day (:
though I'm so busy with things .. i cant believe i have time to do these kinda things. i lalalooove it. Praise God! <3>
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Dear God,
Saturday, May 23, 2009 11:02 AM /
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[8]
A song sung by nick jonas, when he was younger. He lived in a stable family, its like .. perfect.
sometimes i with my life could be like that, no wait .. i take that back, I WISH MY LIFE COULD BE LIKE THAT. with my parents constant fighting, I stay in my room most of the time and cry, I don't want my siblings to see me cry, I'm supposed to be their ate, their idol, I want to be someone they look up to. I pray and pray that this will get better, on some days He has answered my prayers. But sometimes its like .. they fight, and the day before never even happened.
I know wishing does nothing, But i wish I could last in my house for a week without crying. like seriously. I pray for hours before i sleep just so it would get better, I repeat myself over and over until I cant anymore, maybe thats why i've been lacking sleep alot. YFC is my other family. I was told that everyone in YFC loves one another, even if they don't know you, you're welcomed into the community with open arms. I love YFC, after every event, It makes me feel so cleansed and I never want to leave because I love that feeling. I envy familys that are perfect and dont have any problems. But God believes I can overcome this obstacle, so it means i have to go through it. I believe im pretty strong as it is, because of all the things God has put upon me, but HOW LONG WILL THIS GO ON?! Lord God, how come this has to happen to ME? WHY?! I know I haven't been faithful my whole life, but is this my penance for doubting you in the past? I know I was created by you, molded, every aspect you know about me. You know my strengths and weaknesses, my every thought, why does the devil play with my mind so much? I know for a fact you love me and I'll always love you no matter what.
maaan, im being so contradictory right now. I'm getting myself mad. I just dont know how to handle this anymore. crying is so... overly done when you're me. sometimes it means nothing anymore. but "Crying cleanses the soul" I honestly know my soul isnt pure, but I try to make it seem like that, I give people some advice, and tell them that God loves you no matter what you do. I really like getting into those talks with people, it makes me feel that God is with me as im talking to them. I really want everyone I know to be in YFC.
Love always,
ardiasarao
"Won’t You send a sign down, just to ease my doubt
I’m trying to hear You, but the silence is so loud
I think I see a rainbow from behind the clouds
And I hear You now, dear God."
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥
Camp Revelation <3
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 9:16 PM /
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Alright, I shall share my experience of serving my first camp in this blog (:
First of all, I just recently joined the YFC community in November of 2008. I was evangelized by Gyan, and I'm so thankful you invited me Gyan, I looove you with all my heart <3! It was Camp Rock, yeyah represent 56 participants! xD ... ANYWAYS ... the point is im the biggest noob of them all, well the service team.
It all started with a phone call as I was playing with my nephew to keep him occupied so he wouldn't destroy the living room. It was Ate Christine, she called saying that I was going to serve the next camp. I was ectatic, I was so busy though, with the musical and things, That was around the first or second week of april, and I couldn't attend anything, the training, the first meetings, or anything because I was too commited to the musical. I have to prioritize right? and My first priority was the musical because I made that commitment once i signed up for auditions in october. I was so busy in the month of april, and you can only imagine how much pressure that put me in.
On the 22nd of April I was introduced to my counterpart for camp, Kenny, and we were supposed to pray together every morning at 7:30 and every night at 10:30. I was told he was awkward and talks alot. Which was totally fine with me, cause thats kinda like me. SO, we had our first awkward talk, and awkward prayer, but it got better as the night went on and we totally clicked! We talked until 4 am, only because he wouldn't 'man up' and say he was tired and he fell asleep on the phone. LOL sorry Kenny, I was having a really good time talking to you and i was honestly not tired until you fell asleep. I told you I had an addictive personality. I'm sorry if my stubborness made you lack sleep.
The next days/nights were so much easier to talk to him. He's a really fun person, he kept me up to date with things, if there was a meeting, but i wouldnt be able to go anyways. THEN came RYC, i first met kenny in person kinda, I honestly didn't try to make an effort to get to know him in person. But once there were prayovers, I wanted to talk to kenny, but I got to shy so i just chilled there. after that , I grew more and more in Love with yfc. After that, came the first meeting at the C.C's and it was the first meeting i've ever went to with the service team, I met them, they were so fun to be with. OH MY GOSH, and me and Hazell totally clicked on the first day. I love that girl! <3 I still was kinda awkward with everyone, but it was okay. I thought it was funny when we were closing prayer and then we found out there was food, and John totally cut off the prayer by saying "amen!" when we werent even done! hahahaha jk john, I love you ! <3 while we ate, we planned on a whole service team prayer. then I had to leave, booo ):
After that, on that saturday was the Micah House meeting. I got so much closer to everyone. Because we played so much games and talked so much during that time. AHHH! i love it. I love everyone. I loved painting the banner, cause it was so siiiick! and we actually used my hand tree idea (: "ardia has an Idea" said kenny that day. LOL I loved the scrabble game that day, the fact that Patrick won, and he wasnt even there half the time. John and his minor dislexia but to him it was cause he was 'in a rush' ahahaha! jk john, and kenny and his weird words 'awfur= offer' LOL got to lalalalooove the brothers! <3 Hazell and her "pequine" which isnt a word, but she argued about it. hahaha!
NEXT MEETING, was kinda just confession at st.peters, cause i had to leave right after that. But that was also my first ever confession! I actually liked it, because i felt so clean, I'd go to confession often, but I wounldn't know where to go. But yeah .. that was our 'meeting' the rest of the time was calling people and asking if they were coming and going through talks and shares. the last meeting before the camp was at the office, we finished the banner there, and we ran through skits and got them ready for camp. we also recorded videos for the slumdog millionaire skit! HILARIOUS!
then came the day of the camp .. everyone was anxious about how many participants there were. Me, Averyll and jessica were riding with kuya sevi, and it was one awesome ride! hahaha! Once the participants were rolling in, me and Hazell were the welcoming team! (: we totally rocked it! then came the talks and things. I missed the first talk and kenny's skit and i was pretty bummed, but I did my first prayer warrior thing! yaay! I loove stephen and how he makes everything so much clearer for me! (: Me and Hazell shared participants, and we were trying to be as not pushy as possible. That night ALL sister planned to sleep in one room. ALL 12 of us! in a small room, while there were like 10 brothers sleeping in the big room! but yeah, we slept as early as possible because we had a long day ahead of us!
Saturday was so siick, it started off with breakfast and then kenny's talk. then kenny's song (YAAY!) but i missed the songs, the sisters had a meeting. I love all the sisters so much! then more talks and games, then came the soaking part. Thats when everything really hit me, I'm the biggest crier in the world, I truely felt so blessed after that! my participants were watching, and asked why we were doing that, and i just answered 'its cause I love God so much" i dont know if that was right, but it was true for me. I loved it. Everything is my first, like .. the talks are so much different, but i think the ReFaHeFo one is the same, like people can have different interpretations of it, but it still hits you the same way. Thats why its my favorite. I'm glad my counterpart gave that talk. Then came one on ones and prayovers. I was pretty nervous, but it was still an awesome experience. I knew that once the prayovers were done, I really had nothing to worry about, because thats all I was worrying about, because I know I'm a pretty good leader and I could have handled something else, but im glad I was put to a challenge. Then the C.O went on, then the talent show, I loved the sister's talent, because we were copying out counterparts. HAHA its a counterparty! <3
The bonfire was siiick! I loved it! I saw the big dipper! and I made smores! mMmMmMm! and the sisters stayed up until about three AM writing notes to their counterparts and/or participants. The last day, was kinda sad, because I didn't want it to end. I'd take falling asleep with my hair smelling like burn anyday, if it meant I stayed at camp forever. well not forever, i'd miss my friends at school. ahahah but yeah, the last day was really emotional. I didn't want to cry, I didnt cry too hard, just tears.
I know I'm missing so much details, but no words can explain how much this camp has changed me, first experiences are always the best right ? cause this IS the best. I love it. I cannot express it anyway other then that.
Praise God for blessing me with this opportunity.
Praise God for blessing me with a counterpart with whom i learned so much from,
Praise God for the service team that I worked along with
Praise God for all the friendships i've made and how much they've grown in such a small amount of time.
Praise God for letting me be here to this day and never giving up on me
Praise God.
Peace,Love & Harmony,
arjaaah♥